(Yeah feeling feeling)

Feeling all the pain in my bones (yuh yuh)
My depression giving me the strokes (huh)
My anxiety forces me to live slow (like a sloth)
Everyone just watching till i till i do something wrong (something wrong)
Way too many eyes so i wear a fucking facemask (to hide)
But then i just attract attention (too many people)
I know you living different
I know you can't relate (i know)
I've been often suicidal and no one came to help ( no one)
So i had to fight
I had to raise myself ( i had to)
I had to create god
And god created hate (this bitch)
Multiple times was my enemy
The gun, the Glock pointed at my head
But then i did put the gun on the table
And started hating myself
Bitch
Got no hope left inside
Feeling like i've been left behind this walls
Full of pain and agony
Don't know what is wrong with me
Hope this feeling goes away
Before i vacate
Up in the sky
I hope to die (yeah i hope to die)
Feeling like a ghost
No one even knows my name
Wait till i'll overdosed
Then i'll get all the fame
Being left all alone in this bad place
Where i can always be replaced
(Being left all alone in this bad place
Where i can always be replaced)