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What Am I? Lyrics
[Intro]
Yo I don't even know what the vibe is kid
All these different things seperatin us
It got me walkin this fence man
And I don't even know what side I'mma fall on B
Can't see it
Well I'm a zebra y'all
("Half Puerto Rican, half black, but you don't speak Spanish")
Don't call me zebra y'all
("Half Puerto Rican, half black...")
[Verse 1]
(Now how old are you?) About six, on my BMX, doing tricks
Back to Middlesex with a couple of poor white trashy brats
Everything was coochie crunch till it was time for lunch
They said to wait in the back, they said that Pops ain't like black
See where I was the population's mostly white (ain't it?)
They wanna see you jiggaboo with your (face painted)
Be brought home by one of their daughters and their fathers (fainted)
They want to see you a failure so I never (became it)
Light-skinned, showed them lead, curly-headed
Called me names, I was different, I was gifted, they made me ashamed
Found out that I'm a different shade when I'm in the second grade
Abe Lincoln's play, they want me to portray a slave
My momma's face went pale she looked like she wanted to puke
Now that I know the truth I'd rather play John Wilkes Booth
Although my family came and bitched and in the play my role was switched
My grandma told me I was fixed, my problems wasn't fixed
My family seen my views of the world distort
Moms last resort, she decided we would move to Newark
I took a deep breath leaving everything I knew behind
The country air, the green grass and my piece of mind
Harassed by white cops on our way, we're pulled out our car
Mistook my mom for Joanne Chessimar, now I'm really scarred
Yo I don't even know what the vibe is kid
All these different things seperatin us
It got me walkin this fence man
And I don't even know what side I'mma fall on B
Can't see it
Well I'm a zebra y'all
("Half Puerto Rican, half black, but you don't speak Spanish")
Don't call me zebra y'all
("Half Puerto Rican, half black...")
[Verse 1]
(Now how old are you?) About six, on my BMX, doing tricks
Back to Middlesex with a couple of poor white trashy brats
Everything was coochie crunch till it was time for lunch
They said to wait in the back, they said that Pops ain't like black
See where I was the population's mostly white (ain't it?)
They wanna see you jiggaboo with your (face painted)
Be brought home by one of their daughters and their fathers (fainted)
They want to see you a failure so I never (became it)
Light-skinned, showed them lead, curly-headed
Called me names, I was different, I was gifted, they made me ashamed
Found out that I'm a different shade when I'm in the second grade
Abe Lincoln's play, they want me to portray a slave
My momma's face went pale she looked like she wanted to puke
Now that I know the truth I'd rather play John Wilkes Booth
Although my family came and bitched and in the play my role was switched
My grandma told me I was fixed, my problems wasn't fixed
My family seen my views of the world distort
Moms last resort, she decided we would move to Newark
I took a deep breath leaving everything I knew behind
The country air, the green grass and my piece of mind
Harassed by white cops on our way, we're pulled out our car
Mistook my mom for Joanne Chessimar, now I'm really scarred
[[Chorus]]
What am I? I'm confused, can't decide
What am I who am I what am I
Black or white, I can't identify
What am I? Who am I? What am I?
I'm confused, can't decide
What am I who am I what am I
Black or white, I can't identify
What am I who am I what am I
[Verse 2]
Culture shock, Newark's a far cry from Middlesex
Broadly called projects, black eyes, regrets
Torn lives, I've never seen so many people depressed
My mental gets molest, physical takes violent threats
Stress, walking home from school's like a terrorist test
I learned blacks could be racist too, somehow still I felt I was blessed
Even my teachers called me half-breeds and all of that
I was scared of living here but also scared of moving back
See where I was before I was the darkest thing they ever saw
They figured that I'm black, white or brown, they kick me like a soccer ball
White people didn't accept me (fuck you)
Black people didn't accept me (fuck you)
Puerto Ricans didn't accept me (fuck you)
Digging researching my identity it gots me going cuckoo
What am I? I'm confused, can't decide
What am I who am I what am I
Black or white, I can't identify
What am I? Who am I? What am I?
I'm confused, can't decide
What am I who am I what am I
Black or white, I can't identify
What am I who am I what am I
[Verse 2]
Culture shock, Newark's a far cry from Middlesex
Broadly called projects, black eyes, regrets
Torn lives, I've never seen so many people depressed
My mental gets molest, physical takes violent threats
Stress, walking home from school's like a terrorist test
I learned blacks could be racist too, somehow still I felt I was blessed
Even my teachers called me half-breeds and all of that
I was scared of living here but also scared of moving back
See where I was before I was the darkest thing they ever saw
They figured that I'm black, white or brown, they kick me like a soccer ball
White people didn't accept me (fuck you)
Black people didn't accept me (fuck you)
Puerto Ricans didn't accept me (fuck you)
Digging researching my identity it gots me going cuckoo
[Break]
"All the yellow niggas, right?
I'm tired of that. I am not passing, I am black!
I was born black, I live black
And I'ma die, probably because I'm black!"
[Verse 3]
So now I'm goin "Hey niggas" at niggas that say, "Chino's not black"
Man, come to my house and tell my African mother that!
In fact causing crackup they said no sister would attract to me
These same brothers got perms to get their hair like mine was naturally
Discrimination, affects a brother's education
Hands up in black history class, they never called on my ass
But wait, growing at a rapid rate, I digest their hate
It's family found out my father left me when I'm three
Dealt with felt if I knew my Spanish family they'd help
Every mixed person I met they mostly just kept to themself
We moved to East Orange, I set it off talent shows staring
A high yellow nigga's progression, my flavor's pouring
[[Chorus]]
What am I? I'm confused, can't decide
What am I who am I what am I
Black or white, I can't identify
What am I? Who am I? What am I?
I'm confused, can't decide
What am I who am I what am I
Black or white, I can't identify
What am I who am I what am I
"All the yellow niggas, right?
I'm tired of that. I am not passing, I am black!
I was born black, I live black
And I'ma die, probably because I'm black!"
[Verse 3]
So now I'm goin "Hey niggas" at niggas that say, "Chino's not black"
Man, come to my house and tell my African mother that!
In fact causing crackup they said no sister would attract to me
These same brothers got perms to get their hair like mine was naturally
Discrimination, affects a brother's education
Hands up in black history class, they never called on my ass
But wait, growing at a rapid rate, I digest their hate
It's family found out my father left me when I'm three
Dealt with felt if I knew my Spanish family they'd help
Every mixed person I met they mostly just kept to themself
We moved to East Orange, I set it off talent shows staring
A high yellow nigga's progression, my flavor's pouring
[[Chorus]]
What am I? I'm confused, can't decide
What am I who am I what am I
Black or white, I can't identify
What am I? Who am I? What am I?
I'm confused, can't decide
What am I who am I what am I
Black or white, I can't identify
What am I who am I what am I
[Verse 4]
(Now how old are you?) About nineteen letting off my steam
Used to be a punching bag, but now I stomps in hip-hop fiend
Now I get the goya jokes, Menudo jokes, Rico Suave jokes
But females rush me and the emcees steal up all my quotes
See what I lacks in melanin I makes up with adrenalin
Your weak attempts at blemishing my mixed heritage I'm treasuring
Don't need caucausian acceptance just that of a human being
Latins feel I don't represent 'cause I am not Spanish speaking
Now how many dues must I pay to win
You're angry and you're stressing that opression
But you judge me by the skin I'm in when
Adam Clayton Powell's, light-skinned and
Farrakhan the brother's, light-skinned and
Elijah Muhammad's also, light-skinned
Discrimination from my own peoples is making my temper go thin so
So stop playing me slight saying my song's aight instead of hype
Don't called me red-boned, or light and bright and damn they're white
I ain't no zebra, ain't no half of original either
Don't call me mulatto, I stab you with a broken bottle
Callin your brother oreo get off it yo, now Tom consider
He could be like Chino XL, a yellow ass nigga
[[Chorus]]
What am I? I'm confused, can't decide
What am I who am I what am I
Black or white, I can't identify
What am I? Who am I? What am I?
I'm confused, can't decide
What am I who am I what am I
Black or white, I can't identify
What am I who am I what am I
(Now how old are you?) About nineteen letting off my steam
Used to be a punching bag, but now I stomps in hip-hop fiend
Now I get the goya jokes, Menudo jokes, Rico Suave jokes
But females rush me and the emcees steal up all my quotes
See what I lacks in melanin I makes up with adrenalin
Your weak attempts at blemishing my mixed heritage I'm treasuring
Don't need caucausian acceptance just that of a human being
Latins feel I don't represent 'cause I am not Spanish speaking
Now how many dues must I pay to win
You're angry and you're stressing that opression
But you judge me by the skin I'm in when
Adam Clayton Powell's, light-skinned and
Farrakhan the brother's, light-skinned and
Elijah Muhammad's also, light-skinned
Discrimination from my own peoples is making my temper go thin so
So stop playing me slight saying my song's aight instead of hype
Don't called me red-boned, or light and bright and damn they're white
I ain't no zebra, ain't no half of original either
Don't call me mulatto, I stab you with a broken bottle
Callin your brother oreo get off it yo, now Tom consider
He could be like Chino XL, a yellow ass nigga
[[Chorus]]
What am I? I'm confused, can't decide
What am I who am I what am I
Black or white, I can't identify
What am I? Who am I? What am I?
I'm confused, can't decide
What am I who am I what am I
Black or white, I can't identify
What am I who am I what am I
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Released on
April 9, 1996
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