I never meant to give you mushrooms, girl
I never meant to bring you to my world
But now you're sittin' in the corner, crying
And now it's my fault, my fault
I never meant to give you mushrooms, girl
I never meant to bring you to my world
But now you're sittin' in the corner, crying
And now it's my fault, my fault
[Verse 1]
I went to John's rave with Ron and Dave
And met a new wave blonde babe with half of her head shaved
A nurse aid who came to get laid and tied up
With first aid tape and raped on the first date (Ooh)
Susan, an ex-heroin addict who just stopped usin'
Who love booze and alternative music (What up?)
Told me she was going back into usin' again (Nah)
I said, "Wait, first try this hallucinogen
It's better than heroin, Henn, the booze and the gin
C'mere, let's go in here, who's in the den?"
"It's me and Kelly!"
"My bad" (Sorry)
"Let's try another room"
"I don't trust you"
"Shut up, slut, chew up this mushroom
This'll help you get in touch with your roots
We'll get barefoot, butt-naked, and run in the woods"
"Oh hell, I might as well try 'em, this party is so drab"
"Oh dag" (Mmm)
"I ain't mean for you to eat the whole bag"
"Huh?"
I never meant to give you mushrooms, girl
I never meant to bring you to my world
But now you're sittin' in the corner, crying
And now it's my fault, my fault (I'm sorry)
I never meant to give you mushrooms, girl
I never meant to bring you to my world
But now you're sittin' in the corner, crying
And now it's my fault, my fault
[Verse 2]
"Yo, Sue"
"Get away from me, I don't know you"
"Oh shoot, she's trippin'"
"I need to go puke" (Blehh)
"I wasn't tryna turn this into somethin' major
I just wanted to make you appreciate nature
Susan, stop crying, I don't hate ya
The world's not against you, I'm sorry your father raped ya
So what you had your little coochie in your dad's mouth?
That ain't no reason to start wiggin' and spaz out (Nah)"
She said, "Help me, I think I'm havin' a seizure"
I said, "I'm high too, bitch, quit grabbin' my T-shirt (Let go)
Would you calm down? You're startin' to scare me"
She said, "I'm 26 years old and I'm not married
I don't even have any kids and I can't cook"
"(Hello) I'm over here, Sue (Hi)
You're talking to the plant, look
We need to get to a hospital 'fore it's too late
'Cause I never seen no one eat as many 'shrooms as you ate"
I never meant to give you mushrooms, girl (Whoops)
I never meant to bring you to my world
But now you're sittin' in the corner, crying
And now it's my fault, my fault (It's an accident)
I never meant to give you mushrooms, girl
I never meant to bring you to my world
But now you're sittin' in the corner, crying
And now it's my fault, my fault
[Verse 3]
"Susan, wait, where you goin'? You better be careful"
"Leave me alone, dad, I'm sick of gettin' my hair pulled"
"I'm not your dad, quit trying to swallow your tongue
Want some gum? Put down the scissors
'Fore you do something dumb
I'll be right back, just chill, baby, please?
I gotta go find Dave, he's the one who gave me these
(I'ma kill him)
John, where's Dave at? Before I bash you"
"He's in the bathroom, I think he's takin' a crap, dude"
"Dave, pull up your pants, we need an ambulance
There's a girl upstairs talking to plants, choppin' her hair off
And there's only two days left of Spring Break
How long do these things take to wear off?"
"Well, it depends on how many you had"
"I took three, she ate the other 22 caps
Now she's upstairs cryin' out her eyeballs, drinking Lysol"
"She's gonna die, dude"
"I know and it's my fault"
"Oh my God"
I never meant to give you mushrooms, girl
I never meant to bring you to my world (I'm sorry)
But now you're sittin' in the corner, crying
And now it's my fault, my fault (What do I do?)
I never meant to give you mushrooms, girl
I never meant to bring you to my world
But now you're sittin' in the corner, crying
And now it's my fault, my fault
[Outro]
My God, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry
Susan, please wake up, please
Please wake up, what are you doing?!
You're not dead, you're not dead
I know you're not dead
Wake up, Susan, wake up
Oh my God
About
A song about how Eminem gave this girl Susan mushrooms.
Via Eminem: The Stories Behind Every Song:
When Jeff Bass came up with the “mushrooms” line, Eminem got to thinking about an incident in which one of his friends had a bad acid trip. “He was talking about how worthless he was and how fucked up his life was,” recalled Eminem, who took it on himself to reassure the guy, who was going through a bout of depression.
In this fictional scenario, Em’s friend is a girl, and he’s not quite as helpful…
Eminem also made a “Pizza Mix” of this song.
Q&A
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In his 2000 book Angry Blonde Eminem explained how the song came to be:
The “Lounge” skit that goes before “My Fault” actually inspired the mushroom song: Jeff from FBT and I were in the studio and we had just knocked out a song, but we were trying to come up with more shit. Jeff was just sitting there, fuckin' around, singing a song that went something like “I never meant to…” Now, he never said, “give you mushrooms.” I finished it off and we both just started singin' it. We were laughin' and jokin' around and shit, until he went into this faster, more up-tempo rendition. He started singing, “I never meant to give you mushrooms, girl, I never…” And I just finished the hook off. It was really late at night, so we just came back and knocked it out the next day. We made the track first and then I took it home and wrote to it.
“My Fault” is actually sort of a story about one of my friends who had a bad acid trip. But it was a dude, though. He was having a bad trip and was talkin' about how he was worthless, how he didn’t have a job, and how he was just fucked up. He was going through a depressed stage and was even crying. I told him, “Yo, it’s okay.” So I thought, “What if I wrote it about a girl who’s fucked up having a bad mushroom trip?” It was actually going to be a single. I had done a clean version of it and put it on the Celebrity Death Match soundtrack. Interscope didn’t want to release it as a single, though, ‘cause if I came with that after “My Name Is” instead of “Guilty Conscience”, I would’ve looked like a fuckin’ bubblegum artist. Two goofy songs right back-to-back. That probably would’ve fucked me up till this day. The song… not the ‘shrooms.
- 2.My Name Is
- 4.Brain Damage
- 5.Paul (Skit)
- 6.If I Had
- 8.Bitch
- 9.Role Model
- 10.Lounge (Skit)
- 11.My Fault
- 13.Cum On Everybody
- 14.Rock Bottom
- 16.Soap (Skit)
- 18.I’m Shady
- 19.Bad Meets Evil
- 22.Get You Mad