i care so much that i dont care at all Lyrics
I was younger then, thought about doing me in
Because I hated myself and the place that I lived
Thank God I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay
Thank God I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay
And the pain that you felt
Thought it would eat you alive
But if you saw how we've been living
You'd be slightly surprised
So thank God I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay
Thank God I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay
And of course I know how bad I've been hurt
But I can't help smiling 'cause it could've been worse
So thank God I didn't do it and it's all okay
Thank God I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay
[Outro]
Thank God I didn't do it and it's all okay
For such a long time, didn't know if I'd change
Hate to say this 'cause it sounds a bit gay
But I'm really fucking happy that it ended this way
I care so much that I don't care at all
I care so much that I don't care at all
I care so much that I don't care at all
I care so much that I don't care at all
About
“i care so much that i dont care at all” is the titular track and interlude for glaive’s debut album. Throughout the song, glaive reflects on his past and the struggles throughout his life whilst thanking himself for not taking his own life during the tougher times.
Being the interlude and follow up to the suicide-note opening track, “oh are you bipolar one or two?,” glaive reflects on the good after previously discussing his death and how those around him should handle it.
Q&A
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Yes! glaive had first teased the album’s title track with a screenshot of the file on January 26, 2023. He’d post part of the lyrics on April 19, and the song would be first previewed on June 13. Its instrumental would be used two weeks later to promote his headlining i care so much that i dont care at all tour.