Lucky
Producers
I am so lucky
[Verse 1]
Everybody, get in line to meet the girl who flew too high
Who does it all just to be liked by strangers that she met online
Did it all to be included, my self-loathing so deep-rooted
Inner child's unrecruited, truth is I'm not suited for it
[Pre-Chorus]
When I die, I won't have time to spend my money
But I hope that you still love me
[Chorus]
'Cause I'm so lucky, I'm a star
But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinkin'
"If there's nothin' missin' in my life
Then why (Why, why?) do these tears come at night?"
[Post-Chorus]
Why they come? Why they come?
Why they come? Why they come?
[Verse 2]
And why she losin' so much weight?
I heard it's from the drugs she ate
And I feel her, but I can't relate
'Cause I'd never end up in that state
A girl like that is a mother, must be tough
A problem child, I was rough
But what do you do with a difficult grownup?
When I die, I won't have time to spend my money
But I hope that you still love me (Da-da-da-da, da-da-mm)
[Chorus]
'Cause I'm so lucky (I'm so lucky), I'm a star
But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinkin'
"If there's nothin' missin' in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?"
[Bridge]
I shaved my head four times because I wanted to
And then I did it one more time 'cause I got sick (I am so lucky)
And I thought I changed so much, nobody would notice it, and no one did
Then I left the doctor's office full of tears
Became a single mom at my premiere
And I told everybody I was fine for a whole damn year
And that's the biggest lie of my career
[Chorus]
But I'm so lucky, I'm a star
But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinkin'
"If there's nothin' missin' in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?"
I'm so lucky, I'm a star
But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinkin'
"If there's nothin' missin' in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?"
About
The song interpolates Britney Spears' 2000 song “Lucky”
On July 1st, 2024, H tweeted:
“When I was 5, it always felt like Britney was singing directly to me. 24 years later, these words hit different. love you forever ⭐️”
Britney explains the original song here
Halsey has said many times how much growing up with the music of the 90’s and 2000’s has influenced her. She has collaborated with other artists she loved growing up such as Bring Me the Horizon with Experiment on Me and ¿. Nine Inch Nails produced her 4th studio album If I Can’t Have Love, I Want Power
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With the rise of social media and technology in the late 90’s and early 2000’s, celebrities only became bigger. Any problem a celebrity had or speculation the media had became public to all. Britney was one of the most popular singers of this time period which meant she never got a moment’s rest from the paparazzi.
As Halsey has grown in fame, she has only garnered more attention. She had her own headlined tour for her first studio album Badlands with The Badlands Tour. The tour lasted from September 2015 – September 2016 and sold out Madison Square Garden in NYC.
She shot to stardom with her Summer 2016 collaboration “Closer” with the Chainsmokers which broke the record for most weeks in the Billboard Top 5 and was in the Top 40 for an entire year.
Her relationship with famous rapper G-Eazy became heavily publicized especially after he was caught cheating. Her most famous single became the 2018 “Without Me,” detailing her thoughts on the break-up with Gerald. It was originally a one-off single which became part of her third album Manic.
On February 1st 2023, Halsey shared,
🦋 Without Me is the milestone 100th Diamond Certified RIAA record! (Diamond certified means it is 10x platinum in the United States!) ✨ Without Me is my second diamond record, Closer was my first 🥲, but my very first one solo! There were a few other really special stats I learned as well including that I have 75x platinum certifications across my catalog. This whole thing is so surreal. 💎 Huge thank you to @riaa_awards for coming out to present this incredible award.
Halsey has also interpolated songs from the 90’s/2000s in the bridges of two of her previous songs. Justin Timberlake’s 2002 hit “Cry Me a River” in “Without Me” and The Notorious B.I.G.’s 1994 track “Juicy”: in “New Americana”
Halsey has been incredibly outspoken on topics they are passionate about on social media since the start of their career in the early 2010s. Halsey also interacts with their fans often which only gains more attention from news sources that may not understand what their conversations mean.
Q&A
Find answers to frequently asked questions about the song and explore its deeper meaning
I have this weird coping mechanism where, if I’m not dealing with something internally, I’ll catch myself singing a song that relates to it. Often, the most random songs gets suck in my head, and I’ll be like, wait, why am I singing that? I remember one day, I had a beanie and a mask and a hoodie on going to my treatment center for an infusion. I was hiding because I didn’t want anyone to see me, because I hadn’t shared that information yet. I was in the elevator, and so out of it, and in my head kept going: ‘I’ll keep you, my dirty little secret.’ I was like, ‘I haven’t heard this song in ten fucking years, why is it in my head? Oh, because you feel like you’re keeping a terrible secret.’
‘Lucky’ became one of those songs. I would lay there, attached to a pump, like ‘I’m so lucky, I’m a star.’ It was facetious, and then I was in the studio, and was singing it under my breath, and went ‘Wait, let’s do this. Has anyone done this? This has been done, right? Why hasn’t this been done? There’s no way I’m actually going to interpolate this Britney Spears song in this major way.’ I asked my team, ‘Guys, can you just make sure no one has done this? Like, I’m not missing a huge chunk of culture?’ The verses just came to me, and the bridge was the last thing to come. It was obviously the most revealing part. Not to connect it to another Britney moment, but I had never really had a ‘Gimme More’ moment. Most of my Fuck you, don’t criticize me! songs are about being in the world as this femme-presenting person and not necessarily about being a celebrity. I saw that everyone was like, ‘Oh my god, they look fucking terrible, they lost all this weight, I bet it’s drugs. Did you hear they lost custody of their son? Did you hear that she’s this, and that.’ I’m like, you have no fucking idea what’s going on! I can’t tell you because there’s so much going on, but I don’t even know how to update you all without sounding like a histrionic person, or because I didn’t even know that anyone would believe me.
—via Paper Magazine
I remember the first time I heard her sing lucky and it hitting me at such a young age that I had no idea what her life was really like. and that feeling resonates with me so much still. I found myself singing it when I started treatment and then I knew I had to do it 💕
—via X
I wrote her the longest, sappiest, stan letter of all time and she was soooo nice
—via X
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