[Intro]
C World

(Oh to die while in my twenties)

Man, I'm just callin' this shit into my life at this point, bro

(Always left my family anyways)
(Came in this world an abomination, left an even bigger disgrace)

'Cause I called death into my life every single day when I wake up, bruh
'Cause my life is not fair, bro, I'm upset at a circumstance, and I'm angry at the world

(Please don't follow my mistakes, I only told you 'cause I'm so real)

And I'm stuck being a sick ass, angry kid, bro
Balled up in the corner of every room that I enter, bro

(I'll take those secrets to the grave, 'cause we were anywhere but here)

Sittin' there alone, even when I'm with people, and it's not fair, bro

(Some of us just wanted to be in the ground)

So niggas just finna sign out for a long time, bruh, it is what it is

(Some of us just hated when you were around)
(Stuck in the corner off hella drugs, it all goes up to come back down)
(Touched the sun with you, it was hella fun)

Shit, it happens, where I can't even formulate my pain into sentences anymore
So there's really no point in like tryna express myself on a higher level
Because niggas will never sit there and try to understand it on the level that they should, bro

(I'm sittin' here, wonderin', "Where's my gun?")

They're only gonna cope with it, remember that

(But everythin' just goes to shit)

They're only gonna cope with it, in the way that they can understand it, bro
They not finna understand it from a fucked up ass perspective like mine
So when you wonder why I do shit, just don't