Life is a journey I've found fill of highs and lows. It is during the lows our true resilience and character shines through, how we handle these challenges and our mindset determines our emotional wellbeing. This is key to our overall stability. 😃
Self development is so important.
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Self healing Qigong also my stable and finding GOD within me, has helped me remain stable through, Breast Cancer diagnosis, Melanoma in my Lymph, having to support myself through it ALL financially, and emotionally. Being a high vibrational energy master; I had only ever been self employed, so took on a College in Holistic Art therapies practitioner training, this however caused lots of irritation in others. My energy brings up trauma naturally in others, it also created a portal for others to see the best versions of themselves, some became quite delusional around me.
Personally the last 4 years has been tough, it felt like slam after slam after slam, to make me keep standing up to find my inner strength, and to keep pushing through the negativity and drama around me.
I knew who I was, I knew I had powerful healing abilities and even though everyone around me was acting weird. Loved ones not understanding my choices saying I was destroying my life and what a disappointment I was. It felt like it at times that's fore sure.
Devine intervention happened I had no choice, borders were locked, I left behind a husband upset as I was happy to be home. Covid hit NZ, and our government locked the country up, March 2020. I had arrived back for my sons grandmas memorial service, then to have my Nan pass over 3hours 30 minutes after I landed in the country.
I wanted to stay in New Zealand it had been 12 years and I had been in the middle of the Fires in Wamboin, 30 minutes East of Canberra, with no phone reception I was over it. I had a husband working 70 hour weeks burning himself out for the $$$ and resistant to any healing. He had a lot of loss in his life and was just emotionally closed; resistant to any change in lifestyle. That caused a divorce and things changed radically.
Spending time on my own for the very first time in my 55 years of life had its up and downs learning to love myself and healing my inner child was huge for me along with having to integrate everything going on around me. I was in a time warp it felt. Who are these people, I had attracted in, a lot of needy 😍 colourful people who all had so much Trauma and needed healing. I had previously lived in Remuera; had offices in Epsom for my recruitment business and was home in Tauranga around family that were unrecognizable and me to them.
I say never give up on your dreams and follow your heart. Find your inner spark again. we need this for our overall health 😇 and wellbeing.
