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Content Warning // Suicide Today is December 23rd, which marks 14 years since I planned to take my life. On this day in 2010, the pain from getting bullied, harassed, and stalked by my high school classmates made me feel like the world would be better off without me in it. Time is a funny thing because sometimes you feel so far removed from a life changing event, and other times, it feels like just yesterday. I’m so grateful my attempt was interrupted and that I’m here today. This year, I get to celebrate 14 years of what I like to call my “rebirth day.” After surviving that night, the number 23 (which is also my actual birthday number) has become my angel number and so many beautiful memories and people have come into my life with ‘23’ attached to it, which I know doesn’t happen by accident. Every time my angel number appears, I’m reminded just how much my life is worth it and how special every day is, even when there are tough ones. If you are struggling with thoughts of suicide, please stay. Teenage Emma wouldn’t have believed that this year she would be named USA Today’s Woman of the Year because of her work in suicide prevention. She couldn’t imagine that she would get to experience the joys of helping so many people by sharing her story and experiencing love, friendship, and success. I got a second chance, but many do not. Please give life a chance and stay. I’m so thankful I get to every single day. 🤍 If you or someone you know needs support, please call or text the 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline.