Dreams brings messages of the subconscious...
You are never broken- it is time to embrace your completeness of you.

Dreams brings messages of the subconscious...

Again and again, I would revisit the same dream.

The same rickety house, scattered pictures, memories past, and a small door that I was too scared to open. This door would lead to the attic, until one time, I faced the my greatest fear, and climbed inside. This would begin to open my heart, to remember love.

The house represents the soul

The attic- the highest aspect of self.

We each have a choice and all change takes place within the subconscious realm, which can be scary, and challenge every core of our being, as it’s the dark aspects of the shadow self, I believe one of the most beautiful of places as it is also the realm where we discover our greatest gifts once the lessons have been faced and overcome.

Much of what is covered will cross over in information, to see how they are linked and interconnected, as to come to a place of completeness and wholeness, means to work with the body-mind and soul. This is the Alchemy to the spirit and free expression of the soul you came here to be. Here are some questions to reflect upon if you choose.


In what ways are you dimming your light?

Do you play small to keep others happy?

Are you doing and being what you love?

Do you know who you are?


It is time to open your eyes, courageous heart, and be raw, real, and free. Here is a poem of the dream I would visit, again and again. Until I was ready to explore deeper within.


Journey of an inner child
 I'm sorry I punished you 
Ignored your cries 
Inner child journey 
reminds us of the gifts 
we're forgotten  
Hidden- silenced 
Deep inside.
Some may feel pain
Numbness
Many lost deep within
At rock bottom 
Bathed in sin 
Nowhere to turn 
Merely existing 
Held strangled within time.
The sideline glances 
Bitter remarks 
passing judgement 
the masks they see 
their own fears 
Inner projections 
what they see in me 
Is their greatest fear 
and unloved shame within
They still judge 
as they throw stones 
Thinking picture perfect 
yet the scars only few have seen 
the scars my tapestry 
the path of survival
I chose this path 
The greater the adversity 
The bigger your mission 
So get back up and start again 
It’s Déjà vu in disguise
Biggest mind fuck within 
Life's not fair - why me... I'd cry 
So much sorrow and disempowerment
Stuck in blame & entitlement
So much misery - pain within 
Pain became my personality 
my ego loved the attention 
it felt seen- heard and most vital 
of all- it felt loved 
the inner scream pushed away
One day we reunited within a house
A dream I would visit again and again 
It was my soul ... many rooms 
Distant memories held in time 
Scattered pictures and bleak within 
A door that I could never open 
Paralysed by fear again and again 
It was in the attic of my dream 
A dream I would revisit again and again 
A nightmare for some yet 
A challenge to overcome 
The higher aspects of self
Hidden away.
One trip I felt braver 
Drowning in my own pain
This was the day
I opened the doorway and peeked inside 
A shadow of a man within the room 
His back turned - he heard me 
And turned around - his face was kind 
Filled with love and warmth 
It was my dad I'd sinned within 
My inner child felt abandoned
Lost and forgotten
He reached out his hand 
And opened his arms 
He held the small girl
Against his heart 
The darkness of the walls 
Filled with light of hope 
No words –only Intense love
Tears flowing - easing old pain 
Forgiveness and mercy for all
The doorways that are the scariest 
Are the ones that reveal 
The greatest love and joy within 
Be willing to step through 
Grow courage as you shift 
It's part of your path 
To heal self and love the aspect of self 
Your inner child crying within 
Hold her/him close and reunite 
Then walk together united 
Playful and freer 
Another veil of your past released.


The above is taken from the book, Completeness- a doorway to love- Zoe Bell

Now available on Amazon.

Buy the book, or for a friend that would benefit. There is wisdom within for you all, even when you think you have all your sh#t together, there is more to learn. 

Zoe Bell

#Author #Poet #Muse #Innerchild #SoulJourney

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