Dreams brings messages of the subconscious...
Again and again, I would revisit the same dream.
The same rickety house, scattered pictures, memories past, and a small door that I was too scared to open. This door would lead to the attic, until one time, I faced the my greatest fear, and climbed inside. This would begin to open my heart, to remember love.
The house represents the soul
The attic- the highest aspect of self.
We each have a choice and all change takes place within the subconscious realm, which can be scary, and challenge every core of our being, as it’s the dark aspects of the shadow self, I believe one of the most beautiful of places as it is also the realm where we discover our greatest gifts once the lessons have been faced and overcome.
Much of what is covered will cross over in information, to see how they are linked and interconnected, as to come to a place of completeness and wholeness, means to work with the body-mind and soul. This is the Alchemy to the spirit and free expression of the soul you came here to be. Here are some questions to reflect upon if you choose.
In what ways are you dimming your light?
Do you play small to keep others happy?
Are you doing and being what you love?
Do you know who you are?
It is time to open your eyes, courageous heart, and be raw, real, and free. Here is a poem of the dream I would visit, again and again. Until I was ready to explore deeper within.
Journey of an inner child
I'm sorry I punished you
Ignored your cries
Inner child journey
reminds us of the gifts
we're forgotten
Hidden- silenced
Deep inside.
Some may feel pain
Numbness
Many lost deep within
At rock bottom
Bathed in sin
Nowhere to turn
Merely existing
Held strangled within time.
The sideline glances
Bitter remarks
passing judgement
the masks they see
their own fears
Inner projections
what they see in me
Is their greatest fear
and unloved shame within
They still judge
as they throw stones
Thinking picture perfect
yet the scars only few have seen
the scars my tapestry
the path of survival
I chose this path
The greater the adversity
The bigger your mission
So get back up and start again
It’s Déjà vu in disguise
Biggest mind fuck within
Life's not fair - why me... I'd cry
So much sorrow and disempowerment
Stuck in blame & entitlement
So much misery - pain within
Pain became my personality
my ego loved the attention
it felt seen- heard and most vital
of all- it felt loved
the inner scream pushed away
One day we reunited within a house
A dream I would visit again and again
It was my soul ... many rooms
Distant memories held in time
Scattered pictures and bleak within
A door that I could never open
Paralysed by fear again and again
It was in the attic of my dream
A dream I would revisit again and again
A nightmare for some yet
A challenge to overcome
The higher aspects of self
Hidden away.
One trip I felt braver
Drowning in my own pain
This was the day
I opened the doorway and peeked inside
A shadow of a man within the room
His back turned - he heard me
And turned around - his face was kind
Filled with love and warmth
It was my dad I'd sinned within
My inner child felt abandoned
Lost and forgotten
He reached out his hand
And opened his arms
He held the small girl
Against his heart
The darkness of the walls
Filled with light of hope
No words –only Intense love
Tears flowing - easing old pain
Forgiveness and mercy for all
The doorways that are the scariest
Are the ones that reveal
The greatest love and joy within
Be willing to step through
Grow courage as you shift
It's part of your path
To heal self and love the aspect of self
Your inner child crying within
Hold her/him close and reunite
Then walk together united
Playful and freer
Another veil of your past released.
The above is taken from the book, Completeness- a doorway to love- Zoe Bell
Now available on Amazon.
Buy the book, or for a friend that would benefit. There is wisdom within for you all, even when you think you have all your sh#t together, there is more to learn.