How to Write When You Don't Want to Write

Are you working on a long-term writing project?

How do you write when you don't want to write—and you "have to"?

Many (highly successful) writers say, Just do it anyway. Self-flagellate. Power through the resistance.

I'll be honest: as a professional writer for sixteen years (and a devoted practitioner since age sixteen), "power through" has been my go-to mantra, even though my advice to our author clients is very different. The classic "do what I say, not what I do" thing.

I got this mantra honestly.

Because I Have To

I started my writing & editing business when my kids were four and two. I had limited hours each day to work on projects—while they were at preschool—so I learned quickly to dive in and get things done because I "had to." That included taking international conference calls with global leaders in the preschool parking lot and working in the wee hours of the morning when necessary.

Then my business started to grow. I took every commitment I made to each client seriously, so if I mis-estimated how long a project would take, I would absorb all the cost in time and energy and deliver it when I said I would—because I "had to."

Then I began working such long hours I developed chronic headaches. Yet I still had deadlines, and I still had a business to run. I learned to work through headaches, because I "had to."

This "do it anyway" mantra worked really well for me. Until last week.

I Don't Have to Do Anything—and Neither Do You

Lately I've been doing some inner work focused on one particularly nasty belief: that my self-worth depends on meeting and exceeding others' expectations. That belief drove my academic success, the growth of my business, nearly everything I did. But it resulted in a life that had no space for relationship or even myself. I was ready for a new belief, one that left room for my family, my friends, my own creative work, as well as fulfilling service.

That inner work led to a surprising realization: I don't actually "have to" do anything. I am the one choosing what I do or don't do in every moment, even if it seems otherwise.

Two weeks ago that realization finally sunk in. Here's what happened.

As usual, I sat down and faced the typical resistance we all have when sitting down to write. But this time the usual "power through" program simply wasn't there. It had vanished.

I simply did not want to - and now there was no have to.

Guess what happened?

I simply didn't do it.

On one hand, this was a major internal victory that deserved celebration: I no longer viewed myself as a slave to others' expectations. I was beginning to recognize my own sovereignty and freedom as a human, just like any other human.

On the other, I still had deadlines, which I now had to renegotiate. No problem. We can get back on track.

Then last week, the same thing happened. I had my usual limited time set aside to work on a project, and then realized—I didn't want to. I'd rather write my LinkedIn posts. I'd rather work on my own stuff.

It happened again: I didn't have to, so I didn't do it.

This was getting ridiculous. I'm a big believer in resting when you need to rest (and as someone who does creative or strategic work for most of my working hours, I probably needed to rest), but integrity is my number one value.

How could I remain trustworthy in the face of my newfound freedom from "have to"?

I had to find a way to "want to."

How to Want to Write

As it turned out, I had already developed a strategy to help our authors stick with writing their book—a project they have decided they want to do, but don't have to.

I had now discovered this was true for EVERY project, even paid ones. At the deepest level, we don't have to do anything. So how do we want to do what we don't feel like doing? It was time for me to follow my own advice.

In case you find yourself resisting a project you have chosen to do, here it is:

1. Remember why you chose to do this project in the first place.

If you're writing a book, think back to why you decided to write it in the first place. Is it to help your readers? To grow your business? To start a movement? To make a much-needed pivot to what you're truly meant to do? This reason can be head centered, or heart centered, or both.

As for me, since this writing project was for someone else, I had to remember why I said yes to the project in this first place. A compelling purpose for me needs to be head driven and heart driven - in most cases rooted in both inspiration and personal care for the person. As I thought about this project, I instantly felt the care I had for the author, and right away, my heart was back on board. I also remembered how many people their unique message would help, and my inspiration rekindled.

2. Work in alignment with your energy.

When, where, and how do you work best when it comes to your writing? There are multitudes of questionnaires, assessments, and insights that can help you pinpoint when you're most energized for creative work, and how much of that work you can productively do in a day, week, or month—from personality tests, strength tests, Dr. Michael Breus's chronotype questionnaire (I'm a dolphin), even esoteric frameworks like Human Design (I'm a manifesting generator). Learn from your favorite, and use those insights to create a sustainable writing plan.

If you're not a fan of assessments, there's nothing better than self-observation. Think about a time when you were at your most productive. What were you working on? Where were you working, when, and with whom? List all the conditions you can think of that may have contributed to that success. Can you recreate those even in part for this project?

I know I work best when I feel a sense of spaciousness and inspiration. I had recovered my inspiration from remembering my purpose. Now, how could I create some spaciousness?

I looked at my schedule and realized a couple things. First, I had way overscheduled myself for the month. Even I could see that my expectations were unrealistic, and why I was waking up every morning dreading the day. No wonder I was rebelling. I needed to listen to what my body (and now, mere logic) was telling me. I rescheduled some non-deadline-driven work and rearranged what was left so I had more creative breathing room.

I also needed to reassess my writing plan. When I began this project, I had reserved two full days a week per chapter, every other week. Hours-wise, for my pace, that should have been plenty spacious. But when I looked at what actually happened, the reality was that I kept getting distracted and switching to other projects. That meant I never really entered a state of flow and focus—just more behind and more stressed. What I thought was spaciousness - two full days per chapter - actually ended up creating a lot of pressure. What ended up actually feeling spacious was having more days and extra chances to get the work done.

My solution was to follow my energy and instead block 4 mornings a week per chapter (my most efficient creative time) instead of two full days at once. The result was more opportunities throughout the week to complete the work.

3. Break down the work into smaller pieces.

We often resist writing because we make it too hard on ourselves. That's why, before our authors even start writing, we create a detailed chapter outline to break down each chapter into specific elements that function as mini-assignments. They are free to follow their creative flow, of course, and make changes to that outline when those changes make sense, but most discover creativity flows best within the banks of boundaries.

Guess what? I hadn't done that for myself. My assignment for my two-day work session was "Write Chapter 5." Who would want to do that? So I followed my own advice and blocked it into tasks in Asana, my project management platform. That way, when I got one section done, I could check something off and feel accomplished—and I didn't need to use any executive function to decide what to do next. I just had to look at the next task on the list and keep going.

Now that I've honored the creative process in these ways, I'm looking forward to my next working session. I'm back to flow and focus.

So, if you're resisting a creative project you've chosen to do (but don't want to do), try this:

1. Remember why you chose to do this project in the first place.
2. Work in alignment with your energy.
3. Break down the work into smaller pieces.

I'd love to hear what works for you!

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