An Inspiration to Start TrustTrek - An Emotional Wellness Platform

Hello My Dear Connections,

Emotion - A complex experience of Consciousness, bodily sensation, and behavior that reflects the personal significance of a person, or state of affairs.

Recently I've launched TrustTrek, an Emotional Wellness Platform, but the FAQ I get is what exactly made me launch this product, and here is my story.

Afterall we are Humans, made by nature, and there is nothing wrong to get attracted to someone of your opposite gender, it's just a law of Nature and we must accept it.

In my early stage of Engineering Education, it was my first time where I started talking with Girls. In my school there were almost no to few girls, as it was a Boys school.

I entered into my college to Pursue Engineering, and started conversation with everyone. Well how can I forget the date, it was 21st of April, 2021 (7 PM), when I got message from someone, well it was not the first message I received from a Girl, but who knows that this girl will turn as special for me :)

It was Lockdown, and everything was Online, knowing or unknowingly we were talking for a month or two I got attached to her. Today, when I recall that time, I don't know what the reason was, whether it is that she was so polite with me or gratitude towards me.

From May to December most probably there was not a single day where we missed the conversation, it was too casual but somewhere it turned out to be the worst for me, as day by day I got more and more attached to her.

It was somewhere the mid of December, I was so excited and to be honest it was on my Peak as I was about to meet that special person. I landed in Pune gone to my Relatives Home, gotten freshen up, I was extremely exhausted but it's that the excitement in the sake of which I forgot everything, and took key any went into my college. At that time my college was running in Hybrid mode and I used to attend Online and she used to attend Offline, I still remember that traumatic spot where we saw first time together, she did me "Hi" with gesture of both Hands, but who knows that would turn a first and last loving gesture towards me. I was so disturbed, I saw her having good times with other Friends but keeping distance from me, it just Turned out worse and worse, nothing else.

I was so desperate to spend time with her but mutual consent is the utmost thing and there is where we lagged. I took some friends together to give a Meetup Party but there too, she was quiet, and there was nothing I was able to do.

I just thought everything was finished, my life is nothing but a blackhole. I packed my bags and gone to my home town again with no hopes in my life, those sweet memories turned into hell, those conversations turned into a nightmare, more or less I was on stage of Depression. This thing hit me with a trauma that today too while writing this article I'm taking much of my time, taking frequent breaks and I wish not even my Blood Enemies would go through this stage.

From January 2022, I started working upon myself, in July I got selected as Pioneer Lead of Google Developer Student Clubs of my Institute which is utmost prestigious thing in my life, I gave my best as a lead and more or less it was like a Personal Branding of my Name. In November, we conducted a Flagship event called Tech I/O '22 and then again, my days started to change regarding this issue. Just to inform you we haven't talked for whole 10-Months, even if we used to it was just an utmost casual, nothing else. One thing that was in the back of my mind was that I didn't give my best and then I started doing whatever I could, for her.

Few Months, I did my really best and she too responded well, as per expectations, but what's the nature of law is, you cannot force someone to Love you. You can become her Close Friend, well-wisher, but sadly you cannot get feelings that you have for her, at least by showing the best from your side. Giving my Best for few months just showed that it's not at all good on the path I opted for and one day I decided to give my utmost thing to her as a token of last effort for her.

That day came, and yes from that day I started to move on, today still I love her cause what I think unless I die there is nothing that can end-up this love. Might be that love is for your mother, Parents, Family or Friends. Whatever might be happen in my life, nothing is greater than Seeing Happiness on her Face :) and no matter how hurted you are from inside. Someone said it true, if girl goes through relationship Issues, they forget it and move on within few years but boys cannot forget it for Lifetime.

One day just an idea came in my mind where I though how many students/people like me might be going though such a stage where they just need someone to understand them, where they just need someone to Listen their problem. Hence, this made me inspired to launch TrustTrek with my Friend who motivated me throughout the process of Product Launching.

At TrustTrek, we will act as Listeners and will give our best not only to understand you, but to help you bounce back in your life.

Also, Heartful Thanks to Onkar Mathapati and TwiLearn Team for showing confidence on us and letting us launch this product.

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