The Looking Glass of reality/Mirror of distaste?

Life is a movie set, with many movies all being orchestrated at the right time, some interweaving, some interacting and many passing like ships in the night.

Firstly, before I begin, I would like to clarify that the more we are willing to see with non-judgment and love, then the deeper we get to see within the matrix of life. Life is moving a faster or slower, I am unsure, as I am seeing between the strands of time, parallels within parallels…. With the most expanded and most delicious conversations with souls that I know and those whom I have danced as we move through the movie set of our lives. I feel like I am talking in riddles, parables of insight, wow, is that a word/phrase? My mind is shapeshifting so fast, and those I am sharing space with, are also feeling into this fast-flowing vortex of limitless possibilities and the rapid acceleration of ah-ha moments of life. Within3-days of expanded conversations with 2 powerhouse women, that I LOVE, ADORE and RESPECT with all my BEING, there have been different flavors of amazingness and inner beauty, where the quality of what would unfold would be more magical than words can give the high level of reverence to give them.

While people watching at LA Airport, only 3 days ago, that NOW feels like 3 years, that will give you the idea of the level we have shifted and expanded…. what I would witness would give a deeper glimpse under the Veil.

There was an overflowing feeling of gratitude and love, as I left Montana, life and perspective had shifted in many ways and life would never be the same again. A magical journey while diving deep in with another on their soul journey. On the plane, I was seated and upshifted to first class, the feeling was gratitude, love, humbled and very deserving. I felt deep worthiness.... Life looked different and I felt at ease and was able to receive.

Every person I saw, I shared a smiled, a conversation and while charging my phone at the baggage collection point, a girl maybe in her late 20’s approached me, her head hanging in shame. She was holding a cardboard sign, with her story written on it. Her story she had down pat and I looked at her and smiled. I opened my wallet and gave her $40 USD. She was shocked, saying wow, I guess even if I tried to take your money you could very easily kick my ass, without hesitation, I smiled at her. She asked for a hug, and so I hugged her. Then off she went to repeat the same thing to the next person and so on. This was her theme, her movie and the story she was trapped within. I watched others come and collect their bags, sat in stillness, shared conversations with strangers, we laughed and I dropped into the buzz of the scene.

This young girl came up, again and again, each time she started the rant of her story, stuck in the auto-pilot of survival mode, the habit that was her line in the movie, stuck on replay as that was her only option she could see, with where she was at…. So, on repeat, she found herself in front of me, I would gaze up and smile, she would then realize after some time, that I had already given her money. The beautiful part is, each time, she remembered a bit quicker and would walk away to move onto the next.

A man caught my eye, he was dark and brooding with some South American tones, charismatic … for a moment watching his movements. The girl approached him, he ignored her advances, and as she walked past his look said it all…

DISTASTE, DISGUST, and judgment.

I saw that what he saw within her was his own projection of his inner world. Maybe, what he never wished to be, yet deep inside the parts he was unable to see for himself, was his own self-distaste, self-disgust, and self-judgment.

The circus of the movies continued a buzz in the air. The man would walk in my direction, many times, a side-line glance in my direction, searching for a moment of connection. I smiled, in the same way, I had smiled at the girl asking for money. There was no difference in the way I chose to interact.

How easy it is to judge another when I fact we are judging self. It came down to one deep-rooted emotion and perception.

WORTHLESSNESS of I am not good enough.

This was one I knew well, that feeling that is created from when we are young, never leaves, it is always there in the background, the question is what we give out attention to and what we choose to be in the driving seat of life.

Life had shifted, I also realized that I had not even given it a second thought to how much to give, I had money in my wallet, it never occurred to convert it into AUS $, as I was now living within a different reality. I also realized that because I saw my own worthiness and value I place on what I deliver had shifted, so the outer reflection I saw in others had shifted too.

WOW, life looked very different and from that point in time, so too did the new reality and level of conversations shift.

It is all energy and every interaction that we have wanted or wanted will impact our lives, it may be the reflective mirror of distaste that we need to look at or the reflective mirror of reality … it all comes back to SELF.

Yes, many of you yet this concept, and I ask you to see deeper into every reaction, action, and area of your life, where these are playing out.

If you judge another, you are judging self....

When you look at another in distaste- you are rejecting self….

Shame and Guilt cannot hide for long.

In reflection, I saw that before I left Australia before this EPIC adventure/opportunity of sharing my gifts with beautiful souls, I did not value my worth, to the way I value it now.

Would have I have given someone on the streets, $60 AUD? I will say, No.

Yet, now I see life very differently as the way I SEE Self-has shifted and is rapidly shifting at each present moment.

Not once have I converted the $, as this is another trap of worthiness or unworthiness, it is all comparative and aligned with the reality we are living within. To compare is to complain, and also comes from a lack based way of thinking.

Will this lady that was asking for money shift? Right now, with running the same program and story, maybe not. Will that impact her receiving the money I gave, perhaps, and I feel the hug and touch brought her more value to her heart? She is in survival mode, and where she is playing, is bringing her some $$ and honestly until the inner feeling of unworthiness shifts, the then outer will come and go and may never shift.

The man who judged the passing girl, looked unhappy, loading up the bags, doing as he was told and he may continue to go through life, living a lie behind closed doors and feeling more and more unworthy from not embracing who he truly is. This is the story for the majority of people out there, it is there an inner program running their lives, they are trapped in their minds of rightness and wrongness and NOT living their soul path. They are existing and that is not living. Existing within another’s story trapped within the same broken record and not knowing which way to turn, or scared to take an empowered stance for their life.

There is ONLY one way out and that means taking responsibility for our lives.

No matter we are at, it can shift and change.

To give away your power is to give up on you.

ONLY YOU can create your life!!

Life will shift when we are ready to raise the bar, to speak a more empowered talk and this requires being willing to be authentic in ALL areas of your life, conversations and any areas that you have acted/reacted out of lack of integrity. Simply, be willing to speak your truth, be vulnerable and honest and in doing so, so your self-worth increases.

So, are you fully owning your worth? ‘If not, then how can you begin to shift that?

I am far from perfect, the unworthiness imprinted at a young age, I have awareness and I see it with LOVE, compassion, and KINDNESS and now that is what I SEE with ALL SOULS….

Life is an orchestrated tapestry of unlimited possibilities and this is experienced once you align with others, sharing in expanded-evolved conversations. There is no talk about the weather, there is no gossip, no competing to see who knows more, it is all about where are we now and where are we heading while bringing the highest versions of self to humanity.

This is the power of REALNESS, AUTHENTICITY and raising the bar of whom we came here to be !!

Humanity is reaching out to BE LOVED.....

Love & expanded possibilities,

Be INSPIRED..... to INSPIRE.

Zoe

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