My Godson and the Pandemic.

This is Charlie and me; my Godson. Charlie would have been 17 years old today. Sadly, Charlie died in 2010 from a brain tumour at the age of seven.

That's relevant. It's relevant because when Charlie was diagnosed, I spent hours, days, weeks and months researching brain tumours and cancer.

I learnt a great deal about that disease, how it starts, how it multiplies, how it kills and how it can be cured. Yes, that's right - how it can be cured. In fact, how cancer has actually been cured several times over the years, but that's not for this post right now.

At the same time as learning all that shocking news, (news that challenged my belief system in a way that I never wanted to accept), I realised that many situations in history often had 'parallel situations', different agendas and other reasons as to why things do, and do not happen.

Fast forward to today and I do not know for sure either way how or why coronavirus started and what is going on in our crazy world. What I do know is that I naturally have an air of confusion and suspicion. There is a great deal of information that I can relate to from over ten years of my own personal research that appears to be somewhat misleading. What is clear to me, is that things don't 'add up'.

This is not a debate between what COVID19 is and what it is not; equally, it's not about whether someone believes that 5G is somehow connected to COVID19 or not. There are dozens of views about coronavirus. All I can do is tell you what I think.

Wuhan in China was one of the first places in the world to roll out extensive 5G. I think that it is possible that some people's immune systems there, were compromised and somehow, a new strain of coronavirus was formed. I am NOT saying that 5G causes coronavirus. I am saying that perhaps it is possible that the affects of 5G triggers something that might cause coronavirus. Once it has been created, it is highly infectious, so even if just one person started it, the infection has rapidly travelled around the world, (whether or not 5G exists there), so it is absolutely right that we should stay home to save lives. It's the 'highly infectious' part that needs to be dealt with right now and staying home is 100% what we must do.

I just hope that that none of us get this or any other virus or disease. Not you, not me, not your parents, your children, your family, your friends. No one wants to get ill.

A few people may know that I have had several personal health concerns over the years, some serious. That's why this is important to me. It's also important for the good health of my family and those close to me. My thoughts are based on my personal and family health experiences, both good and bad, and from the years of research I have carried out.

There is a lot of information out there and we cannot all see all of it, all of the time, but here's another piece:- as of just two days ago, 324 scientists and medical doctors have signed something called "The 5G Appeal". They are urgently calling for the EU to halt the roll out of 5G due to serious potential health effects from this new technology.

There are also many news items that do not seem to be completely true; from 'dummies' in hospital beds being 'treated' for coronavirus to the same hospital footage being shown representing different places in the world and everything in between. We were told that animals cannot get coronavirus; we now know that this is not true. Perhaps news that we are reading today may not be true tomorrow.

I am disappointed at the telecommunication masts which have been seen alight. I would never condone this criminal behaviour. It is totally unexceptable. What I find interesting however, is that all of the photographs which I have seen of 'burning masts', well... the flames are always just at the very top of the mast. I find it difficult to believe that someone would be able to climb so high and set alight the top of a mast. It makes me wonder if the 5G masts are actually igniting from the fact that they are so dangerous.

It also does not make sense to me that whilst the majority of people are restrained to stay home, workers appear to be rushing to install the new 5G technology. It's not as if we haven't already got technology that works. The technology seems to be actually working exceedingly well considering so many people are all using it at the same time, during this so-called 'lockdown'.

I also find it unbelievably coincidental that the BBC aired a documentary experiment in 2018 based on a pandemic in the UK. It was based it in Haslemere, Surrey, where, two years later, the first person to be infected with coronavirus in the UK, was also in Haslemere, Surrey.

We need technology. We need it to be faster and more efficient, of course we do. We need it to save lives, we need it to communicate effectively, we need it to work, to earn a living, to survive. However, the need to survive may be killing us. I don't know. The evidence is simply inconclusive.

I discovered a whole new world when I was researching brain tumours, in my attempt to save Charlie. However, that attempt ended in failure. I suppose part of me wants you to know that "there are more things in heaven and Earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy."

Most of us are 'wired' in a way that makes us want to believe that which makes us 'comfortable' or 'curious', (sometimes both). I put myself in the 'both' category.

We don't like our belief system being challenged or attacked, so it is okay to disagree. It's okay to agree, although I don't think we really know enough yet, either way.

There's also the saying that, "the transcendentalists can understand the materialists, but the materialists can never understand the transcendentalists." Perhaps I'm trying to bridge that gap.

We can only look at whatever facts we have and determine whether they are 'true or false'.

True or False? Wuhan was one of several Chinese cities where early 5G trials took place? *TRUE*

True or False? Microsoft co-founder Bill Gates stepped down from the company's board as this pandemic started to focus on global health and development. *TRUE*

True or False? The Advertising Standards Agency banned an advert in January from Electrosensitivity-UK, a charity aiming to inform the public about the health risks of electromagnetic radiation, which featured allegations 5G could damage people’s health with effects including reduced male fertility, disturbed sleep and cancer. *TRUE*

True or False? Radiation, including gamma and X-rays and can cause cancer and other health issues. *TRUE*

True or False? Starting in the 1990s, a video game called “Resident Evil” featured a virus created by a pharmaceutical company infecting many of the residents of Raccoon City. “Corona” is an anagram for “racoon,” the city at the centre of “Resident Evil.” *TRUE*

True or False? In the 1970s and 1980s, nearly 4,000 people from the UK, became infected with Hepatitis C of whom over a thousand were also infected with HIV as a result of receiving contaminated clotting factor products which were deemed safe.

In February 2019, around 450 files from the 'contaminated blood scandal' had been taken from the archives by staff from the Department of Health and Social Security, and not returned, sparking concerns among campaigners that the department was attempting a cover-up. *TRUE*

True or False? In 1993, an episode of The Simpsons featured residents become infected with a deadly virus from Japan, dubbed the Osaka Flu. Panic-buying was featured in the episode as residents rushed to buy anything they could get their hands on. Children with symptoms were asked to stay home from school. The show's 2007 spin-off film featured Tom Hanks’ diagnosis of the virus and self-isolation. *TRUE*

True or False? A drug called Thalidomide was introduced in 1956 and was marketed by a German pharmaceutical company as a safe medication for anxiety, trouble sleeping, "tension", and morning sickness.

In the late 1950s and early 1960s, the use of thalidomide in pregnant women in almost 50 countries across the world resulted in the "biggest man‐made medical disaster ever," with up to 20,000 children born with a range of severe deformities, such as phocomelia, thousands of deaths and thousands of miscarriages.

In the UK, the British company that distributed and sold the drug thalidomide knew almost six months before it was pulled from the market that there were credible claims it caused terrible deformities and the deaths of infants. *TRUE*

True or False? Two years ago, the National Toxicology Program of America released a decade-long study that found evidence of an increase in brain and adrenal gland tumours in male rats exposed to the RF radiation emitted by 2G and 3G cellphones. *TRUE*

True or False? Kenneth Foster, a professor of bioengineering at Pennsylvania State University, who has studied the health effects of radio waves for nearly 50 years, agrees that we need more studies on the potential health effects of 5G networks.

Foster has said, "Everyone I know, including me, is recommending more research on 5G because there's not a lot of toxicology studies with this technology". *TRUE*

True or False? The 528 Hz frequency is the most significant of the ancient "Solfeggio Frequencies". It has a deep-rooted relationship with nature and is present in everything from Chlorophyll to human DNA. It also has mathematical significance and proven healing potential.

The move or act with great haste to rush and erect 5G during "lockdown" could be an apparent attempt to actually heal the world from the current pandemic, however, governments would be classed as "cuckoo" if this was common knowledge. True or False? I don't know.

Finally, I am not the sort of person who usually posts the sort of messages, news articles, videos and images that I have on social media in the past week.

However, this global pandemic is the first real reason where I feel that I have to speak out. I'd like to think that I am a good person, not wishing to spread fear, but I have been inundated with private messages from people all over the world asking for more information about my objective views and where I got them from.

I respect the fact that many people are also just as objective but are reserved in commenting or interacting with some of the posts. However, I also believe that “the only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good people to do nothing.”

There's a fine balance between being professional and being personal; you have to try and strike the chord carefully. I feel that it is absolutely professional to be personal when everything is at stake.

It's up to you to do your own research and have the confidence to challenge your own belief system. If nothing else, it's all food for thought. I pray that this is all over quickly.

Lastly, I'm grateful to the person who helped open my eyes to all of this, who would have been 17 today but #ForeverSeven.

Happy Birthday Charlie x