Pull up a Sandbag - First Job

We flew to Afghanistan in early September 2008. It was the longest journey I had been on at the time. I believe two 7 hour flights from RAF Brize Norton to Muscat, Muscat to Kandahar Airfield (KAF) finally a short luxury flight in a Hercules to Camp Bastion.

We landed into Camp Bastion late evening and we were all knackered. Straight into a 2-hour brief which I am certain I had previously received no less than 5 times previously on pre-deployment training. We ditched our kit in the reception, staging, onward movement, and integration (RSOI) tent and headed over to where our accommodation was to be located after RSOI. We only knew where this was because it hadn't moved since the last tour the more senior lads had been on.

Our role was as a Royal Engineer Search Team (REST) it is an incredibly dangerous one. The main function is to seek out and find improvised explosive devices and bomb-making equipment. This is the epitome of the V.U.C.A (Volatility, Uncertainty, Complexity, Ambiguity) principles. Dealing with the unknown and unknowable as regular currency on a day to day basis.

Creating safe areas for freedom of movement and stopping the supply of devices to the front line.

This was when the stark reality of what we were into hit us. One of the section commanders from my Commando course who I had been in fairly consistent contact with, was a team commander of one of the REST teams we were replacing. We bumped into him by the showers.

Pleased to see him we shook hands and asked how he was. 

This moment in my life chilled me to the core and still always will.

‘Our ATO (Ammunition Technician Officer) was killed today, vapourized’

Even writing these words the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. We weren't even there. I will not go into any more detail as it is not my place, one thing was for sure.

We weren't in Kansas anymore.

We returned back to our tent and continued with the RSOI package for a further few days. This consisted of general briefs on the country, customs, people, some language and our rules of engagement, also a range package to ensure our rifles sights had not altered during transit. Generally, heading out around 10 to 14 days later to the Forward Operating Bases (FOBs).

Day Three in the country, 

The first thing we are issued our specialist kit (metal detectors etc), ammunition, morphine and other things. We sought out the team commander I spoke of earlier to talk about specifics of the role. He and his team kindly offered to do some training with us. 

This really was essential absolutely essential, the metal detector was different and we were not familiar with it. Thank the lord it was infinitely better than the detector we had learnt with (In my opinion). The Valon was to be our main weapon of choice for the months to come so we had to become familiar, fast. It turns out faster than we expected. The team passed on all their knowledge of exactly what it was like and we trained and trained. This was also to prove absolutely essential soon.

We had a threat brief later that day and were given all the details about each area. Starting with the Sangin area or ‘IED Hell’ as the Operations officer put it, giving us details of how the Taliban in that area was particularly sophisticated and successful with there IED placement.

This consisted of the district centre or DC, FOB Rob, Inkerman, Gibraltar. Also detailing Garmsir to the south near the Pakistan border, Musa Qalah to the north, Kajaki, Lash Kagar, Gheresk amongst others. Finally a global threat of the area, the Green Zone. The Green Zone is essentially any area where the corn maize is fully grown. Essentially anywhere near to a watercourse. While there's one main river (River Helmand) with the irrigation ditches this could stretch quite far. 

Why is the Green Zone Relevant?

Cover, it was almost impossible to see through it. There were stories of insurgents appearing from nowhere, contacting troops, in some instances shooting them from point-blank range then scuttling off into the growth.

By the end of the brief, I knew everywhere was volatile and dangerous and we were actively being as the ‘deminers’ targeted.

Day 4 was more of the same, training and preparation.

Day 5

The morning of day 5 started pretty much as the others did. Getting up at say half 6, morning admin, showering shaving etc, going for scran then coming back to sort out our day's training. Shortly after our return from eating our boss Tom enters our tent.

‘Lads get your kit together we are going out on a job’

My jaw hit the floor. Naturally, as the mouthy one I instantly replied with:

‘What do you mean we are going out on the job we've only just got here’

He replies:

‘The other teams are offline from what happened the other day we are going out.’

I am absolutely dismayed staring into space at this point muttering ‘Fucking hell’ to myself.

One of the lads, I forget who asks ‘Where are we going?’

‘Sangin’.

It's probably worth contextualising this timeline. The picture below was taken 11 days before this. I was out, with all my mates dressed as a Smurph - Loving life not a care in the world. Thinking I'm fully prepared for what Afghanistan has in store. I couldn't have been more wrong. 

5 days in and we are off to IED hell - unbelievable.

‘Get your kit together we need to be at the flight line in an hour’

We pack our kit and around 9 o'clock we are on the Helicopter (Helo) on our way. Our team second in command or scribe had been to Afghan before, I remember him saying that we would probably arrive, have the rest of the day to chill and then go out tomorrow. That was one of our first lessons for our time. We will land and be on the move.

When we landed we were greeted by the Parachute Regiment Sgt Major. He shows us where we will be sleeping later that night and informs us we are heading out in around 45 mins.

For the second time today my chin hits the floor. I look at the other searchers. Our eyes are bulging out of our heads. The Sergeant Major leaves.

At this point, I am absolutely spiralling. Its 5 days into our tour, around 10 o'clock in the morning and we are about to leave camp on a mission to dominate the ground and to seek and destroy IEDs.

At this point all is quiet. In fact, I didn't say a word. I couldn’t.  

We get all our necessary kit. You can tell I was quiet for once as I ended up carrying a half bar mine in case it is required for mousehole breaching.

We are at the ISO containers by the back gate waiting to set off. The troops are massing, a fair few of them. All approximately 5 months into their tours battle-hardened and looking ‘Ally’. My underbody armour combat shirt was still brand new having freshly put it on this morning for the first time.

I still am absolutely silent.

I will wager something now. If anyone tells you that the first time they left camp in a wartime situation they were excited there's a good chance they were somewhere reasonably safe or lying.

This was not fun, it was very very shit. I personally was utterly terrified. I was not just quiet I was mute, I actually couldn't talk.

Cal asks me, `What's up mate you ok?’ I simply replied with a shake of the head.

This was all happening so fast, too fast for me.     

It was insane. We had been in the country just over 100 hours and we were about to go on a patrol in IED hell. IED hell, it just kept ringing in our ears. I was thinking of all the crazy stuff we had been told about a few days earlier knowing it’s time to face it.

It was only when or team commander came over and had a chat I pulled myself together. I really don't know how either. My head had fallen clean off. I don't remember exactly what he said but it was calming and soothing. I think to begin he was going to keep me off the tools.

We then experienced a small but very poignant moment in a soldier's career.

When leaving camp and all the Para Reg lads in front of us in the patrol were ‘making ready’. Making ready is drill putting a round (bullet) into the chamber of your weapon. Thus meaning the weapon system is now ‘ready’ to go. You pull the trigger without the safety on there's going to be something nasty coming out the other end. Why is this poignant to me? Well anybody who has been on a shooting range with the British Army will know that safety is of paramount importance - as it should be.

Well, maybe the safety can be considered at times over the top. If the weapon system is made ready it must be pointing down the range at all times (like it could go off of its own accord). 

Now here I am, in IED hell, walking out of the camp gates, into the green zone, with my rifle made ready, and I can point it, in fact, I am encouraged to point it in any direction I see fit. It was a surreal experience for me, yet it would soon be the norm.

Green Zone

After leaving camp, to make things worse we were straight into the green zone. This surreal nightmare just kept getting worse. I can remember feeling so on edge. Every local I saw I would fixate upon making sure they didn’t make any moves. We were not leading this initial stage, waiting to be called forward to high threat areas. We patrolled for about an hour before being called forward. I must have looked like the most awkward guy in the world when first operating that Valon. Slow, and deliberate. I probably covered a metre every ten seconds or so. Still I was not taking any chances. Our IEDD team partners were hardened to the rigours of this war. They were coming to the end of their time and no doubt this would have been one of their last jobs.

Something to be noted at this point this is the most dangerous part of your time. Not just in terms of actual physical threat, but at the beginning and the end of the tour, you are much more aware of danger than when into a flow in the middle. You have completely inexperienced people with those that just want to get home. Tough combination.

Not long after this, we reached a really awkward area of the ground it was around a bend, into a clearing with drainage ditches filled with water. We were doing our bit as this was an area to be explored. Quickly it happened. Our the man who was soon to be our IED bloodhound was the lead man. I was around 10 metres away with two lads behind me.

‘FIND’

My heart raced. As this was our first job our team commander went forward to assist in confirming what had been found. A 105mm artillery shell filled with homemade explosives buried into the base of a compound wall. So within a 10-metre space, there were 3 of us. A bad combination if the device goes off.

At this point, the ATO was called forward and we recovered back to the Incident Control Point or ICP.

We had been given these new straps to fix our rifles to ourselves. It was really simple and just involved one clip. Whilst having a brief respite from hanging out my arse due to being not even 10 per cent acclimated, fear, and being out of shape a funny thing happened. Our section 2IC was writing notes up as his role dictated with his rifle clipped to his body armour.

It fell off.

Not only did it fall off it bounced off the floor and into a ditch full of water. I was shocked at first but what a morale boost. All the boys and I started pissing ourselves. He jumps into this ditch to retrieve the weapon. What made things worse (more amusing) The 2IC is pretty vertically challenged so the water was up to his waist. I am literally in stitches, he has seen his backside massively. Making matters even worse bless him our RESAis talking him through how to clean his rifle after being submerged in water. 

He is furious.  

Being fair our 2IC was one of the most competent and professional blokes I served with and pure bad luck has made this happen. Albeit with the best intentions, our RESA was not helping.

My search partner and I are lapping it up. Almost so much so we forgot what was actually happening. It lightened the mood no end.

The ATO soon returns, ready to destroy the device, charges set, we were ready.

‘FIRING, FIRING NOW’

A colossal boom followed this, causing lots of the mud/dirt from the compound walls to be lifted turning the air into a dusty mist.

The dust settled and we waited.

After returning back through our safe area we saw a few glinting pieces of metal, still glowing red in parts. Shrapnel. This and other shards of metal could have ripped through the unlucky persons in its blast radius mercilessly. I and a few others picked up a bit and stowed them as a souvenir. Strange I know, was felt meaningful.

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