Stay

A lightning strike right in front of my door. Wake up in the middle of the silent night and the big moon keep staring at me. The wind blows my heavy hair and tells me to check what's coming. I remember the same kind of night when I left everything just to be myself and live life to the fullest. It was a warm night with dust all over my balcony. I sat there and keep staring at the moon. The moon does not want to talk to me. So, it was going farther and farther away from me. At that time my mind crashed with so many thoughts, do I really want to live like nothing and just do things that were forced on me? Does anybody care? How come they call themselves a family? It wasn't the first time, my mind was always filled with these thoughts. I really wanna explore the world and give myself a chance to be someone I wanna be. I want to struggle for living and fix my broken life.

That morning I saw a poster that say " All it takes a courage " and that hits me. That night I get up from the chair and move out of my house without saying a word cause I don't think they even noticed but my mom called me from the kitchen. She might have thought I was in my room but I ignored her. Keep moving and moving into the endless night. I brought my diary, pen, and some cash obviously. I know my place very well, so I reached the station.

Sat there with my diary and start writing about my life. I was the reason for my noisy house cause when I was too little, I always cry and cry. My parents were always frustrated with me and then when I get older things won't change cause I keep fighting with them every two or three days. They want me to go to some boarding school to complete my education but I don't wanna.

My older brother, he's a genius child and well-mannered. They keep calling him the one who challenges our financial systems and help out with his kind money. But they aren't wrong he saved us from broken and won the best son on the planet trophy. No kidding, my father called him every single day. He gifted my father a dream restaurant and he really loves cooking but they never cook for me though. So, I think he had some performance issues in front of me. They got the ideal son and me. A lonely soul who never makes friends is always in a hurry and never wants to be like others. After writing my story, I was feeling kind of bored. So, I roam around then I found a puppy. He was so cute but he sizzled a lot. Maybe he was sick. I try to comfort him and he quickly started flapping around his ears and started barking. I guess he was just scared, maybe from the cats. No kidding, cats in my area are so mean.

Slowly I can see the sun coming but the train quickly stands in front of me by blocking that redshift of the sun. Without hesitation, I took the train and never look back. I might not be the ideal person like my brother but I made lots of things, I travel the world and made a ton of money too. I gave back all the money that I took from my parent house to a charity cause it was counted for the charity. So, I took nothing from them. I am really curious about who came to the front in the middle of the night. I quickly ran towards the door, before I reach the door I hear a screaming sound same as my mom called me that night. I took a sec to process all this, it had been so long since I saw her. When I was younger, she never complained about me even though she was the one who always get in the way when my father bring a belt to beat me. I am wondering how she knows my address. I open the door, and no one was there but a letter that crumbled in some fold. I pick up the letter and it says " stay ". I suddenly woke up at night with a scary thunder strike and found my mom next to me.