A walk of heart...

As years passes you feel you are missing something in life. A kind of dis-satisfaction and a kind of unpleasantness occupies in heart. As you grow old, the mind speaks less and the heart makes noise of some unfulfilled deep desires which is unknown.

Suddenly one feels the pull deep within.. This is what happened to me few years back. Who am I? What is that Iam trying to do in life? Is life only to work, to satisfy the family or is this birth for something else...? A kind of frustration of this existence, a kind of emotion which bounced my mind quite often quietly. I thought let me try some different life. Let me try to learn something which is unknown, let me walk the path of strange and invisible...

Now when I look back, the path, the road, the place, what I walked is amazing. Many a time it made me to surprise of many things. You can call them as miracles or you can call it as "life seen as is"... A squeezing pain of not understanding the voice of this universe...A pathetic friction between what I perceive and what is happening...A roaring sound of the self that I am not meant for "unknown world".... Then the journey of "Self" started. You will laugh if I say, instead of learning, I stopped learning...Instead of gaining I started losing out , instead of becoming special I started becoming more and more ordinary.

I do not know whether realization is the path which I walked but life taught me how to be very simple without complicating life. People who crossed my way taught me enormous lessons from their experiences ...I am always thankful to all the wonderful souls who taught me the "Life"... Few Master's speeches, experience sharing, made me to open my mind to know there is nothing left in this life except "Living" with joy. What is passed, is gone, what is yet to come, we do not know and except these two the left out is living the life accepting as is without desiring anything out of it.

Money, power, position, wants, desires, status, all goes when we pass this body and we will become a unknown sculpture of a dead life. Who cares what you had? the only caring thing which comes is the wisdom and empathy which is been shared with all around and the help which are extended to many with a feel of oneness. Many told many things, but few told to open the heart and see what is the Truth. Truth is the happening , truth is the real life, truth is the journey of this life, truth is we do not own anything... As we come, so we go....then why are these struggle which is purely external and material?

When one realizes these important fact of life, everything happens as it should be & the life starts singing with joy. Our only work is to think good, do good and be good. Rest all are taken care in life with or without our consent.

Peace is an ocean deep within...Just be with it....Life always leaves it's beautiful foot note to read when we turn back while we walk....

Keep smiling...keep up the spirit of living the life of Now and share the love and care to all...

by Roopika........the smile :-)

07-02-2017