What do I care if you find me repulsive!

I love producing personal photographic stories and projects; for me it's my way of, firstly keeping me engaged with subjects that interest me, and secondly, it allows me the opportunity to experiment and to look at questions and topics in a different more creative light. But I also love seeing what other creatives are up to, especially documentary photographers and others who use the art of visual storytelling as their main point of focus. 

I have produced many personal photo projects based on subjects that I find interesting, projects which concern mental health issues, cultural and societal problems such as people living with the concerns of Albinism, to the forgotten community of African-American Cowboys, any many others. 

I recently came across an American photographer Hayley Morris-Cafiero who set up a series of self-portraits specifically to harvest the reactions to her physical self. Her initial goal was to document herself in public places where food seemed to be overtly advertised. Hayley is a little overweight and intended her pictures to signify the ubiquitous and pervasive presence of the food industry in America. But what she found interesting after producing and processing the first images was the reactions from the general public, the passer-by who she caught on camera. She captured people who would sneer at her, or who gave her any unfavourable looks, or people who appeared to be critical or would view her questioningly. These mere ephemeral moments and glances that in a millisecond it took to take the images, were now immortalised on film. The more successful the photos, the more it encouraged and motivated Hayley to continue her project. Part performer, part artist, part provocateur, part spectator, she's hoping to explore the act of reflection in her photography, as a way to reverse the gaze between the objectified and the objector. 

But after putting the images online, she began to gauge the public's reception towards her and quickly realised she was being judged twofold because putting herself out their online invited a whole new slew of abuse. She started receiving hateful emails when the Huffington Post and the Daily Mail online published her work, which has continued to come in a steady flow ever since. But Hayley tries to explain that as the camera is not obviously present, she uses an assistant with a camera around their neck, well away from her to take the pictures. Those people whose reactions were captured didn't know a photograph was being considered, or that Morris-Cafiero was ‘posing’ in any way. So her real question is for these commenters is: How does one make a ‘spectacle of themselves’ by merely standing there?

I think it's interesting that she uses herself as a 'real life model' in these public situations, using her identity to question the presentation of women as a not so 'perfect' female, aiming to start a dialogue about how fat-shaming and other body issues are presented and represented. 

But through these staged, artificially constructed scenes, are they made to challenge a traditional stereotype of women; or is there behind her project a deeper more self-reflected or nuanced opinion about herself?

Women photographers have a long history of performing for the camera, think of Nora Kobrenik, Francesca Woodman and Cindy Sherman for example. I applaud Haley for her bravery in putting herself 'out there'; having to deal with hurtful and spiteful comments not only about ones work but also, when it's directed towards one's self, this can't be very conducive in wanting to continue with her project. In an age of the omnipresent and sometimes far-reaching photographic image, anyone who puts themselves out there as 'the subject' definitely gets my attention. We see how society has such a tight or narrow viewpoint when it comes to 'fitting in', I know, from my own experience how this can be very destructive when it's personalised. Here's a moderate example from one of Hayley's detractors: 

"As one of the most obese, unhealthy nations on earth, we need more fat shaming, not less. Fat people should be shaming themselves -- and refocusing their lives on reaching a healthier weight -- instead of pretending that "all bodies are beautiful" and other such post-modernist PC nonsense". 

Whether you agree with this statement or not, Hayley's pictures continued to be published, going 'viral' all over the States, and elsewhere. 

So much so that Hayley's next project is a reply to those who criticised and ridiculed her through-out this series online. She says that she has now learned the ability to laugh at the hateful reactions she receives, and respond to it in a witty and insightful way. Her new planned work is also a call-out to all those who supported Hayley after it was released. 

For her, Hayley says, "It's about pushing society to question their position; I want to use my creativity to develop a response that sticks". So she intends to carry on using her body as the main focus of interest. She says, "That once images have appeared on the internet, it's very hard to have them removed, they tend to outlive the words, and I intend to spread the internet with pictures of myself". 

In my opinion, I don't think the first series work that well, its a little unfair and disingenuous to suggest that the people photographed are judging her because of her weight. It's more likely that people are just naturally curious, and there's also much ambiguity in the looks of her subjects. For me, as a photographer, I always see all others as a potential photographic subject. I can't help it; it's something that has been hotwired into me now for many years. I'm not averse in asking a stranger to pose for me if I find them interesting. But, there could be more to the fact that Hayley feels very insecure and unhappy about her weight issues and this is her, maybe a little unconventional, or not, her way of dealing with her problems. 

But as a consequence of her project, Hayley has been able to get her work noticed; dealing with negativity and unwanted attention surrounding one's project, can be, such as this, a by-product of one's work. You're never going to please everyone. As a creative artist, part of the purpose of producing work is to gain a reaction, to evoke emotions, sentiments, whether good or bad.

I wish her every success, whether I agree with her sentiments or like or dislike her project is a personal thing, but its a potentially fascinating observational exercise into how people are perceived or indeed judged by their appearance, gender or colour. 

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