That there
That's not me
I go
Where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey
[Chorus]
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
[Verse 2]
In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah, it's gone
[Chorus]
And I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
Strobe lights
And blowing speakers
Fireworks
And hurricanes
[Chorus]
I'm not here
This isn't happenin'
I'm not here
I'm not here
[Outro]
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah
About
“How to Disappear Completely” was based on a dream Thom Yorke had in which he was floating around the city as if he were a ghost. The chorus also came from advice that Michael Stipe of R.E.M. gave him during the OK Computer tour so that he could “get away” from everything.
The aesthetic of the instrumentals and the vocals in this song dovetail nicely, resulting in an almost impressionistic effect, wherein the band sonically recreates the sensations and mind states of those fleeting, dreamlike or seemingly-hallucinatory glimpses of life. This ephemeral, mind-out-of-body-and-time aesthetic is carried throughout Kid A.
The title is taken from Doug Richmond’s 1986 book, How to Disappear Completely and Never be Found, a guide on faking one’s death and establishing a new identity—ideally borrowed from an actual dead person with similar vital statistics.
Speaking during a 2006 BBC interview, Thom Yorke described “How To Disappear Completely” as “the most beautiful thing [they] ever did.”
Q&A
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That song is about the whole period of time that OK Computer was happening. We did the Glastonbury Festival and this thing in Ireland. Something snapped in me. I just said, ‘That’s it. I can’t take it anymore.’ And more than a year later, we were still on the road. I hadn’t had time to address things. The lyrics came from something Michael Stipe said to me. I rang him and said, ‘I cannot cope with this.’ And he said, ‘Pull the shutters down and keep saying, “I’m not here, this is not happening.”'
- 2.Kid A
- 4.How to Disappear Completely
- 5.Treefingers
- 6.Optimistic
- 7.In Limbo
- 8.Idioteque
- 9.Morning Bell
- 11.Untitled
- 13.Pyramid Song
- 16.I Might Be Wrong
- 17.Knives Out
- 20.Hunting Bears
- 24.Untitled v1
- 27.Follow Me Around
- 29.Untitled v2
- 31.Pyramid Strings
- 32.Alt. Fast Track
- 33.Untitled v3