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The Need
Goodreads Choice Award
Nominee for Best Horror (2019)When Molly, home alone with her two young children, hears footsteps in the living room, she tries to convince herself it’s the sleep deprivation. She’s been hearing things these days. Startling at loud noises. Imagining the worst-case scenario. It’s what mothers do, she knows.
But then the footsteps come again, and she catches a glimpse of movement.
Suddenly Molly finds herself face-to-face with an intruder who knows far too much about her and her family. As she attempts to protect those she loves most, Molly must also acknowledge her own frailty. Molly slips down an existential rabbit hole where she must confront the dualities of motherhood: the ecstasy and the dread; the languor and the ferocity; the banality and the transcendence as the book hurtles toward a mind-bending conclusion.
In The Need, Helen Phillips has created a subversive, speculative thriller that comes to life through blazing, arresting prose and gorgeous, haunting imagery. Anointed as one of the most exciting fiction writers working today, The Need is a glorious celebration of the bizarre and beautiful nature of our everyday lives.
But then the footsteps come again, and she catches a glimpse of movement.
Suddenly Molly finds herself face-to-face with an intruder who knows far too much about her and her family. As she attempts to protect those she loves most, Molly must also acknowledge her own frailty. Molly slips down an existential rabbit hole where she must confront the dualities of motherhood: the ecstasy and the dread; the languor and the ferocity; the banality and the transcendence as the book hurtles toward a mind-bending conclusion.
In The Need, Helen Phillips has created a subversive, speculative thriller that comes to life through blazing, arresting prose and gorgeous, haunting imagery. Anointed as one of the most exciting fiction writers working today, The Need is a glorious celebration of the bizarre and beautiful nature of our everyday lives.
272 pages, Hardcover
First published July 9, 2019
About the author
Helen Phillips
15 books624 followersHelen Phillips is the author of five books, including, most recently, the novel THE NEED. Her collection SOME POSSIBLE SOLUTIONS received the 2017 John Gardner Fiction Book Award. Her novel THE BEAUTIFUL BUREAUCRAT, a New York Times Notable Book of 2015, was a finalist for the New York Public Library’s Young Lions Award and the Los Angeles Times Book Prize. Her collection AND YET THEY WERE HAPPY was named a Notable Book by the Story Prize. She is also the author of the children's adventure novel HERE WHERE THE SUNBEAMS ARE GREEN. Helen is the recipient of a Rona Jaffe Foundation Writers’ Award and the Italo Calvino Prize, among others. Her work has appeared in The Atlantic, the New York Times, and Tin House, and on Selected Shorts. She is an associate professor at Brooklyn College. www.helencphillips.com.
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January 26, 2020
First Impressions:
1. What the actual fuck did I just read.
2. I think my uterus just shrivelled up and died listening to the kids screaming mommy 50 times on the audiobook.
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I was going to skip this one since I've been avoiding thrillers centered around moms because there are only so many domestic thrillers I can read about drunk unreliable moms who just got out of a coma with cheating husband...
But apparently there's a sci-fi twist in this one and I'm hoping it will be another "Behind Her Eyes" situation aka everyone hates it but I don't!
1. What the actual fuck did I just read.
2. I think my uterus just shrivelled up and died listening to the kids screaming mommy 50 times on the audiobook.
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I was going to skip this one since I've been avoiding thrillers centered around moms because there are only so many domestic thrillers I can read about drunk unreliable moms who just got out of a coma with cheating husband...
But apparently there's a sci-fi twist in this one and I'm hoping it will be another "Behind Her Eyes" situation aka everyone hates it but I don't!
December 9, 2020
I have read my way through 315 books to bring you my Top 10 Books of the Year (video) .
Now you know that this one made the cut, check out my video review to see the others!
Molly, archaeologist, mother of two (Viv and Ben) and possibly insane, has just stumbled upon a mystery so dangerous that she can feel her mind breaking.
"You're scary, Mommy." Viv was laughing. "I mean, you're scared, Mommy."
It started at work. In "The Pit" - a dig site that contained dozens of vibrantly new plant species perfectly preserved in rock.
Often people find a few new species, but so many in one location? Almost impossible.
But then came the impossible things. An old cola bottle with the famous logo going a different way, an older bible with a strange twist - things that should be easily debunked...but weren't.
Yet how could any prankster - no matter how skilled - achieve such authenticity, such perfection, with such a random array of items from different time periods?And while it started with the Pit, it ended up at home.
Molly has always had a "mommy-brain" - mistaking ambulance sirens in the middle of the night for Ben's cries and other simple switches.
Her husband is out of town, her youngest is bawling to be nursed and her eldest keeps yammering about "The Why Book" (it's missing and apparently NO other book in the WORLD is good enough).
And then...she hears it. The footsteps.
She gripped her children as though the three of them were poised at the edge of a cliff...She could not move.She's normally frustrated by these mind tricks...but as she crouches in the back bedroom, clutching her children, desperately shushing them as she strains to listen to the maybe-footsteps down the hall, it's all she can do to pray that it's another trick.
"Now what?" Viv said...a stage whisper rather than a shriek.And just like that, the comfortable world Molly has constructed around her cracks ever-so-slightly.
But even so the footsteps shifted direction, toward the bedroom.
For there is something in the house, but nothing in the world could have prepared her its reveal.
...Viv was already stepping away from her was already reaching to retrieve something from the deer's black-gloved hands: The Why Book.In short - I was blown away.
The imagery, the pacing, the scenes - they all chilled me and kept me on the edge of my seat.
"Your hand is shivering," Viv observed.This book had such a suspense movie feel to it and I absolutely devoured it.
Molly tried harder to still herself...
The Pit was so sinister despite minimal page space - I could literally feel my heart speeding up whenever the book turned towards it.
Molly (and later Moll) had such an interesting dynamic - was it real? was it inside her head? little of both?
Also, as a side note, the children in this book were really well done. I feel like so many times that children exist to say precocious and snappy one-liners but this book...they were the real deal.
There was so much that I wanted to explore and so many loose ends were left untied but ultimately keeping it shrouded in mystery was a really choice - some things are better left unsaid.
Definitely one to look for if you want the ultimate summer read!
I received a free copy from the publisher in exchange for an honest review
All quotes come from an uncorrected proof and are subject to change upon publication
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May 25, 2020
Four dimensional, timeless space as infinity, between science fictional and supernatural, fear attracting, shocking stars!
WOW! This book is the dimension of imagination! It stands at the area which we call the TWILIGHT ZONE! NANANANANA! Eerie music theme stops!
This book is amazing mashup of Twilight Zone, Orphan Black TV series, David Lynch’s “Lost Highway” movie and Blake Crouch’s “Dark Matter”!
It reminded me of “Shatterday”episode of Twilight Zone( 1985, Bruce Willis was in- his good times, before Moonlighting and tumbling down a ventilation shaft, still have hair on his head!): A guy sat on the bar stool, accidentally called his house and somebody answered the phone. Yes, the guy on the other line was also him! Was he a body snatcher? Yes kinda! When one of them( bar guy) started to vaporize, the other one at the phone took his place! Creepy as hell!
So back to our story! Molly was alone at the house with her 2 young children when she heard the footsteps in her living room. And she realized that the owner of the footsteps didn’t belong to a stranger! It belonged to her! But other version of her. Yes, Molly or shortly Mol came from another dimension. Her own children were dead! And she wanted to participate in this Molly’s life! She only wanted to share her family! An innocent request, isn’t it?
NOOO IT IS NOT! This version of Molly( Mol) lost several marbles! She’s threatening, she knows all of Molly’s secrets (because they’re the same person. Only difference, Mol has nothing to lose which makes her more unpredictable and terrifying!)
So this book is:
Terrifying: YES!
Intriguing: YES!
Creative: YES!
Fast pacing:YES!
Sooooo soooo soooooo disturbing:YES!
Not nightmarish, pure horrible nightmare:YES!
Grey cell deep fryer: YES!
Nerve twister:YES!
Makes your heart jump into your mouth: YES!
Nail-hand-arm biter!: YES!
ENDING: Definitely harsh, raw and again mind-losing! ( As soon as I finished this, I called my doctor for new mind transplant)
WARNINGS:
PLEASE ONLY READ IT AT YOUR HOUSE!
If you read it at the coffee shop and accidentally start screaming, other customers may call an ambulance and they may take you away, force you wear the straight jacket!
KEEP IT HIGH PLACES THAT YOUR CHILDREN CANNOT REACH IT!
You don’t want to deal with nonstop screaming children, do you?
CONSUME SMALL AMOUNTS:
If you devour too much pages, it may create anxiety, panic attacks, hyperventilating , lactose intolerance( it happened to me, because of the stress, I consumed two big cartoon of Ben&Jerry ice creams), alcoholism( still me! )
SUMMARY: Great concept, intriguing writing, best ending! If you’re a fan of mind bending, twisting, disturbing thriller stories, this book is definitely the best cup of tea for you!
WOW! This book is the dimension of imagination! It stands at the area which we call the TWILIGHT ZONE! NANANANANA! Eerie music theme stops!
This book is amazing mashup of Twilight Zone, Orphan Black TV series, David Lynch’s “Lost Highway” movie and Blake Crouch’s “Dark Matter”!
It reminded me of “Shatterday”episode of Twilight Zone( 1985, Bruce Willis was in- his good times, before Moonlighting and tumbling down a ventilation shaft, still have hair on his head!): A guy sat on the bar stool, accidentally called his house and somebody answered the phone. Yes, the guy on the other line was also him! Was he a body snatcher? Yes kinda! When one of them( bar guy) started to vaporize, the other one at the phone took his place! Creepy as hell!
So back to our story! Molly was alone at the house with her 2 young children when she heard the footsteps in her living room. And she realized that the owner of the footsteps didn’t belong to a stranger! It belonged to her! But other version of her. Yes, Molly or shortly Mol came from another dimension. Her own children were dead! And she wanted to participate in this Molly’s life! She only wanted to share her family! An innocent request, isn’t it?
NOOO IT IS NOT! This version of Molly( Mol) lost several marbles! She’s threatening, she knows all of Molly’s secrets (because they’re the same person. Only difference, Mol has nothing to lose which makes her more unpredictable and terrifying!)
So this book is:
Terrifying: YES!
Intriguing: YES!
Creative: YES!
Fast pacing:YES!
Sooooo soooo soooooo disturbing:YES!
Not nightmarish, pure horrible nightmare:YES!
Grey cell deep fryer: YES!
Nerve twister:YES!
Makes your heart jump into your mouth: YES!
Nail-hand-arm biter!: YES!
ENDING: Definitely harsh, raw and again mind-losing! ( As soon as I finished this, I called my doctor for new mind transplant)
WARNINGS:
PLEASE ONLY READ IT AT YOUR HOUSE!
If you read it at the coffee shop and accidentally start screaming, other customers may call an ambulance and they may take you away, force you wear the straight jacket!
KEEP IT HIGH PLACES THAT YOUR CHILDREN CANNOT REACH IT!
You don’t want to deal with nonstop screaming children, do you?
CONSUME SMALL AMOUNTS:
If you devour too much pages, it may create anxiety, panic attacks, hyperventilating , lactose intolerance( it happened to me, because of the stress, I consumed two big cartoon of Ben&Jerry ice creams), alcoholism( still me! )
SUMMARY: Great concept, intriguing writing, best ending! If you’re a fan of mind bending, twisting, disturbing thriller stories, this book is definitely the best cup of tea for you!
November 16, 2019
oooh, goodreads choice awards semifinalist for BEST HORROR 2019! what will happen?
four months before pub date and it’s already clear that this is a very polarizing book.
it’s also a book best gone into blind, with no expectations about whether you will exit through the “love” or “hate” tunnel.
i know that’s a big risk, right - to not know anything about a book except that people have strong, and strongly divided, opinions about it? but it’s extremely landminey to talk about, because not only does this one have THINGS THAT HAPPEN spoilers but it also has tonal/genre spoilers, which leaves precious little for the courteous reviewer to discuss. and i am most certainly a courteous reviewer.
the GR synopsis is more detailed, but all i knew about this book was what was printed on the back of my ARC:
that’s basically nothing. in terms of actual plot points, you get some nouns: scientist, mother, children, intruder; the conflict is covered by the vagueness of “confronting,” and then it’s all abstractions and filler. what book about motherhood doesn’t concern itself with both the joy and dread, mundanity and transcendence of the role? even “subversive, speculative thriller” is broad and subjective and slippery - is it a spy thriller, a psychological thriller, a romantic thriller? i mean, even Heart of Darkness is a thriller, on strictly generic grounds.
if it sounds like i’m criticizing the back copy, i’m not. i think that’s exactly the right approach to selling this book, and it’s incredibly difficult to write something to entice a reader to pick up a book while also trying to keep its secrets.
as you can see in my struggles here today.
i went in blind and wary; i’d read one of the author’s previous books, The Beautiful Bureaucrat, and it wasn’t a ‘me’ book - it was one of those books that you feel in your headspace but not in your gut, if that makes sense. it was distancing and cerebral and i just never fell into it.
but this one? this is all gut.
and it is indeed very much about motherhood, a theme that rarely resonates with me. i don’t have kids, haven’t ever wanted kids, spend zero time around kids, don’t usually have any interest in reading about kids, but somehow, this book made the experience of motherhood so vivid in all of its facets - the primal bond and the exhaustion and the doubts and hopes and physical discomfort and the boredom and the fierce emotional tether and the pride and helplessness and fears and fears and fears - that i felt - i'm not presumptuous enough to declare that "now i know what motherhood is like," but i did feel a something. in the collective unconscious of my wombish region.
as for the shakier ground where i must tiptoe, the plot-shocker comes early and in that moment, i was reminded of another book, but to name it here would be both spoilery and somehow also misleading, so if you wanna go detecting, it's a this-color book:
having that reference in my head was great, because it gave me an unintentional, additional red herring layer in a book already chummed with red herrings. it's a very held-breath kind of book, where you’re never sure if it’s going to veer into horror or sci fi or psychological suspense - is this real, is this an unreliable narrator going mad, is this our world or a slipstream world in which things like this just happen sometimes? is it gonna do this? is it gonna go there?
and that's fun to me - unexpected plot twists are one thing, but it's much less common for there to be a suspensefulness to the kind of book we’re reading, and that was so exciting - it’s ominous and keeps you on edge, anxious to see where it's going, all frantic page-turning anticipation.
last week i had the opportunity to hear the author speak about where this book came from, emotionally, and everything clicked into place. because of course this is the novel that comes out of that.
addressing some of the criticisms i've seen on here - yeah, there are some unanswered questions at the end of it all. there aren’t a lot of explanations about some of the things that exist or occur that maybe just add textural flourishes to the story. but there is so much wonderfully visceral writing and such raw emotional grit and cerebral headfuckery, i don't even care about the unexplained bits.
i am going to be naughty and type out one of my favorite passages in the book, because i think it gives a perfect idea of the hard-to-articulate combination of the ominous and the everyday - the ordinary horror of being in a grocery store with very young children with the suggestion of maybe/maybe not horrors of a different kind lurking in the wings. but i'll mute it because, again, courteous.
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4.5 rounded up because i did not love The Beautiful Bureaucrat, so this one gets extra points for being so much more my kind of thing. no one ever said math was an exact science.
review to come.
come to my blog!
four months before pub date and it’s already clear that this is a very polarizing book.
it’s also a book best gone into blind, with no expectations about whether you will exit through the “love” or “hate” tunnel.
i know that’s a big risk, right - to not know anything about a book except that people have strong, and strongly divided, opinions about it? but it’s extremely landminey to talk about, because not only does this one have THINGS THAT HAPPEN spoilers but it also has tonal/genre spoilers, which leaves precious little for the courteous reviewer to discuss. and i am most certainly a courteous reviewer.
the GR synopsis is more detailed, but all i knew about this book was what was printed on the back of my ARC:
From the Los Angeles Times Book Prize finalist and author of The Beautiful Bureaucrat comes a subversive, speculative thriller about a scientist and mother of two young children who, by confronting a masked intruder in her home, slips into an existential rabbit hole where she grapples with the dualities of motherhood — joy and dread, mundanity and transcendence — in blazing, arresting prose.
that’s basically nothing. in terms of actual plot points, you get some nouns: scientist, mother, children, intruder; the conflict is covered by the vagueness of “confronting,” and then it’s all abstractions and filler. what book about motherhood doesn’t concern itself with both the joy and dread, mundanity and transcendence of the role? even “subversive, speculative thriller” is broad and subjective and slippery - is it a spy thriller, a psychological thriller, a romantic thriller? i mean, even Heart of Darkness is a thriller, on strictly generic grounds.
if it sounds like i’m criticizing the back copy, i’m not. i think that’s exactly the right approach to selling this book, and it’s incredibly difficult to write something to entice a reader to pick up a book while also trying to keep its secrets.
as you can see in my struggles here today.
i went in blind and wary; i’d read one of the author’s previous books, The Beautiful Bureaucrat, and it wasn’t a ‘me’ book - it was one of those books that you feel in your headspace but not in your gut, if that makes sense. it was distancing and cerebral and i just never fell into it.
but this one? this is all gut.
and it is indeed very much about motherhood, a theme that rarely resonates with me. i don’t have kids, haven’t ever wanted kids, spend zero time around kids, don’t usually have any interest in reading about kids, but somehow, this book made the experience of motherhood so vivid in all of its facets - the primal bond and the exhaustion and the doubts and hopes and physical discomfort and the boredom and the fierce emotional tether and the pride and helplessness and fears and fears and fears - that i felt - i'm not presumptuous enough to declare that "now i know what motherhood is like," but i did feel a something. in the collective unconscious of my wombish region.
as for the shakier ground where i must tiptoe, the plot-shocker comes early and in that moment, i was reminded of another book, but to name it here would be both spoilery and somehow also misleading, so if you wanna go detecting, it's a this-color book:
having that reference in my head was great, because it gave me an unintentional, additional red herring layer in a book already chummed with red herrings. it's a very held-breath kind of book, where you’re never sure if it’s going to veer into horror or sci fi or psychological suspense - is this real, is this an unreliable narrator going mad, is this our world or a slipstream world in which things like this just happen sometimes? is it gonna do this? is it gonna go there?
and that's fun to me - unexpected plot twists are one thing, but it's much less common for there to be a suspensefulness to the kind of book we’re reading, and that was so exciting - it’s ominous and keeps you on edge, anxious to see where it's going, all frantic page-turning anticipation.
last week i had the opportunity to hear the author speak about where this book came from, emotionally, and everything clicked into place. because of course this is the novel that comes out of that.
addressing some of the criticisms i've seen on here - yeah, there are some unanswered questions at the end of it all. there aren’t a lot of explanations about some of the things that exist or occur that maybe just add textural flourishes to the story. but there is so much wonderfully visceral writing and such raw emotional grit and cerebral headfuckery, i don't even care about the unexplained bits.
i am going to be naughty and type out one of my favorite passages in the book, because i think it gives a perfect idea of the hard-to-articulate combination of the ominous and the everyday - the ordinary horror of being in a grocery store with very young children with the suggestion of maybe/maybe not horrors of a different kind lurking in the wings. but i'll mute it because, again, courteous.
******************************
4.5 rounded up because i did not love The Beautiful Bureaucrat, so this one gets extra points for being so much more my kind of thing. no one ever said math was an exact science.
review to come.
come to my blog!
July 12, 2019
My husband was out of town so I went to bed with a pile of ARCs fully intending to read several pages of each before making a decision about what to read next. I picked up The Need and woke up the next morning amid a slew of untouched ARCs with a large golden retriever contentedly snoring next to me. Clearly, I couldn’t put this book down.
With her husband away on a business trip, a working mother cares for her young children alone and hears footsteps in the house. This is a dark and unsettling beginning. While this narrative scrutinizes identity, empathy, fear, and the joys and miseries of motherhood, it is not without humor and wordplay. Original and genre defiant, this is a novel that will be divisive. You’ll either like it or you won’t.
With her husband away on a business trip, a working mother cares for her young children alone and hears footsteps in the house. This is a dark and unsettling beginning. While this narrative scrutinizes identity, empathy, fear, and the joys and miseries of motherhood, it is not without humor and wordplay. Original and genre defiant, this is a novel that will be divisive. You’ll either like it or you won’t.
July 3, 2019
This book had one of the best beginnings I have read in a very long time and I was so on board flipping those pages furiously to figure out what the hell was going on.
Molly, a young exhausted mother of two, works as a paleobotanist at a dig site where some strange, otherworldly items have been discovered. After returning home from work one evening she hears footsteps in the other room and her fear for her childrens safety is her only concern. The intruder does reveal themselves and they appear to know everything about Molly and all her darkest secrets.
That's all I can really say plot wise. Again, I must say that this books beginning was so chilling I had goosebumps. Real creepy stuff and I applaud Helen Phillips for making my heart race. The kids, Liv and Ben, are drawn so perfectly and to be honest little Liv gave me the creeps a few times with some of the things she says. So shivery!
Buuuuuutttttttt, this book sort of lost me. Don't misunderstand that I never once contemplated putting it down and I flew through this in a day but the ending really fell flat for me and I closed this feeling as exhausted as Molly did and in that way I suppose the author succeeded. If you enjoy the work of Iain Reid or Samanta Schweblin then this is a book you will likely enjoy! 4 stars!
Thank you to NetGalley and Simon & Schuster for providing me with a digital ARC in exchange for my honest review.
Molly, a young exhausted mother of two, works as a paleobotanist at a dig site where some strange, otherworldly items have been discovered. After returning home from work one evening she hears footsteps in the other room and her fear for her childrens safety is her only concern. The intruder does reveal themselves and they appear to know everything about Molly and all her darkest secrets.
That's all I can really say plot wise. Again, I must say that this books beginning was so chilling I had goosebumps. Real creepy stuff and I applaud Helen Phillips for making my heart race. The kids, Liv and Ben, are drawn so perfectly and to be honest little Liv gave me the creeps a few times with some of the things she says. So shivery!
Buuuuuutttttttt, this book sort of lost me. Don't misunderstand that I never once contemplated putting it down and I flew through this in a day but the ending really fell flat for me and I closed this feeling as exhausted as Molly did and in that way I suppose the author succeeded. If you enjoy the work of Iain Reid or Samanta Schweblin then this is a book you will likely enjoy! 4 stars!
Thank you to NetGalley and Simon & Schuster for providing me with a digital ARC in exchange for my honest review.
June 3, 2019
Well............what a strange story. Speculative fiction has been hit or miss for me. This one a hit. Every mother who has juggled the many responsibilities in her life, I believe, will find this book meaningful. The less said better here, it's really better to read without any preconceived notions. I do want to say though, that despite the book summary, this is not a thriller. Yes it is intense in parts, but not for the reasons one would think. If you are in the mood for something different, well written, give this one a try. The young daughter in the story is a real hoot which lightened things up a bit.
ARC from Netgalley.
ARC from Netgalley.
August 1, 2019
I don't have kids, and am not particularly enamored of books that are full of kid stuff. The snuffling, the sticky hands, the tantrums, the whining. These things are not endearing to me. But it was the continual mentions of breast feeding and everything associated with it that absolutely wore me thin. The leaking, the aching, the pumping, the feeling of the milk coming down. . . please God, let it be over soon. Blerg! I swallowed my distaste and kept reading because of a couple of crazy good ideas , but it just wasn't enough to save the book for me.
July 11, 2019
The Need is a unique, complex, brilliantly written story that is one of the strangest books I have ever read. Now, this is a good one to go in blind however if you are like me and want to know what direction a story is going I think it’s good to read a little bit about this one before going in. It’s a hard one to review because I feel saying anything about this story might be a spoiler as it really is very original and a very different reading experience here. However, it’s very complex and fast-paced and at times I felt I was missing things I really needed to pick up on. I feel the whole experience here is picking up on your own anxiety, fears, vulnerabilities, needs as a mother and facing your parenting self.
The Need is a thriller, horror with some sci-fi that explores the fears and needs that make a mother vulnerable. The story starts off like a fast-paced thriller with a little horror there and then things take a little sci-fi. There is some horror throughout the story but not like you might think. The chapters are short and quick but pack a lot in them with all the complex layers to the story. Each chapter ended with me wanting to read one more chapter to find out what is coming next.
Helen Phillips does a fantastic job here with the characters of the children and the dynamics with them. The daughter Viv is witty, sharp and entertaining. A bit annoying at times but I really enjoyed her character. She is realistic with all the traits of a toddler that had me laughing and cringing with her behavior.
This one took some focus to really pick up on all the complexities of the story and I am really glad I gave this odd story a try. I think it one not to be missed for anyone who loves to delve into all the complexities of being a Mother. I highly recommend for group reads.
I received a copy from the publisher.
The Need is a thriller, horror with some sci-fi that explores the fears and needs that make a mother vulnerable. The story starts off like a fast-paced thriller with a little horror there and then things take a little sci-fi. There is some horror throughout the story but not like you might think. The chapters are short and quick but pack a lot in them with all the complex layers to the story. Each chapter ended with me wanting to read one more chapter to find out what is coming next.
Helen Phillips does a fantastic job here with the characters of the children and the dynamics with them. The daughter Viv is witty, sharp and entertaining. A bit annoying at times but I really enjoyed her character. She is realistic with all the traits of a toddler that had me laughing and cringing with her behavior.
This one took some focus to really pick up on all the complexities of the story and I am really glad I gave this odd story a try. I think it one not to be missed for anyone who loves to delve into all the complexities of being a Mother. I highly recommend for group reads.
I received a copy from the publisher.
July 13, 2019
Sadly, I had no need for "The Need." This is an extremely fast paced, quick read; a fairly short book. It's sort of speculative fiction or perhaps more sci-fi. There are suggestions of alternative universes so whatever genre that applies to, that is sort of what this book is - however - it is so strangely written that it's more horror/domestic horror than anything else and the ending, well, you would have to read it to see why the ending is "the thing," except I really don't recommend wasting your time unless non-stop, ad nauseam talk of breastfeeding, pumping breast milk, leaking breast milk and reading how incredibly hard it is to be a mother and so forth, so on, blah blah blah... wait, what was I saying? Oh right, if this is your thing and you don't get tired of repetitiveness or incredibly (!) annoying toddlers who are so over the top irritating (couldn't we have sent that child to the alternate universe I wondered) then you will enjoy this book. I couldn't get past the breast pumping, leaking breasts, breast feeding, milk storage, more pumping, more feeding, more leaking to really get into the story at all. Somehow I suspect that the "hype" of this story is more popular than the story itself and, like the emperor's new clothes, everyone is simply afraid of appearing "uncool," and admitting you didn't "get it," when -in fact - there wasn't anything to "get" at all. But, you know maybe it's just me.
May 1, 2019
We become our thoughts.
Our thoughts, in time, become the battleground.
Molly balances on a hair's breadth between her professional life and that of distant wife and bleary-eyed mother of two. Her heart is wrapped up in the ribbons of mommyhood with four year old precocious Viv and toddling one year old Ben. Her husband, David, is out of the country on one of his musician treks. Molly's hired Erica, a young woman babysitter, to fill in the gaps.
The Pit.....
Molly, a dedicated paleobotanist, is assigned to a fossil quarry located outside the town near a defunct Phillips 66 gas station. She works alongside Roz and Corey taking turns sifting through The Pit for treasures, categorizing and documenting finds, and presenting tours for busloads of the curious. Beneath the dirt, the team has found a Coke bottle, a recent penny, and a Bible that designates God as "She". Molly finds a certain strangeness here that can't be put into words.....especially the tall, thin woman dressed in black wearing a baseball cap.
A Night Visitor......
Right out of the gate, Helen Phillips has us crouched down next to Molly as she hugs her two children tightly to her chest in the dark. She's heard someone in the next room and whispers to her babies not to make a sound. Slowly she makes her way closer only to be stunned by the presence of someone sitting statue-like on her couch wearing the deer mask that David made out of paper mache for her. And, believe me, it's not David.
The Need is almost beyond description with its threads tightly wound around the purity of motherhood and the deeply rooted grip of survival. Phillips paints detail like a master artist in this one with descriptors that elevate the connection between mother and child to grand heights. Your eyes almost well each time the dialogue is spoken in innocent tones. Phillips tumbles out memories of the sweet smell of a baby's hair and the squeeze of tiny fingers on skin. She has a powerful reign over unexplainable events that keep her readers in a freefall from the first page to the very end.
Helen Phillips will incorporate a razor-sharp split involving one of her characters. We'll see events happening with blurred, uncertain eyes. Molly will experience the gut reaction of a fight or flight response throughout. And we, as readers, can't let go.....
I received a copy of The Need through Simon & Schuster for an honest review. My sincere thanks to them and to the talented Helen Phillips for the opportunity.
Our thoughts, in time, become the battleground.
Molly balances on a hair's breadth between her professional life and that of distant wife and bleary-eyed mother of two. Her heart is wrapped up in the ribbons of mommyhood with four year old precocious Viv and toddling one year old Ben. Her husband, David, is out of the country on one of his musician treks. Molly's hired Erica, a young woman babysitter, to fill in the gaps.
The Pit.....
Molly, a dedicated paleobotanist, is assigned to a fossil quarry located outside the town near a defunct Phillips 66 gas station. She works alongside Roz and Corey taking turns sifting through The Pit for treasures, categorizing and documenting finds, and presenting tours for busloads of the curious. Beneath the dirt, the team has found a Coke bottle, a recent penny, and a Bible that designates God as "She". Molly finds a certain strangeness here that can't be put into words.....especially the tall, thin woman dressed in black wearing a baseball cap.
A Night Visitor......
Right out of the gate, Helen Phillips has us crouched down next to Molly as she hugs her two children tightly to her chest in the dark. She's heard someone in the next room and whispers to her babies not to make a sound. Slowly she makes her way closer only to be stunned by the presence of someone sitting statue-like on her couch wearing the deer mask that David made out of paper mache for her. And, believe me, it's not David.
The Need is almost beyond description with its threads tightly wound around the purity of motherhood and the deeply rooted grip of survival. Phillips paints detail like a master artist in this one with descriptors that elevate the connection between mother and child to grand heights. Your eyes almost well each time the dialogue is spoken in innocent tones. Phillips tumbles out memories of the sweet smell of a baby's hair and the squeeze of tiny fingers on skin. She has a powerful reign over unexplainable events that keep her readers in a freefall from the first page to the very end.
Helen Phillips will incorporate a razor-sharp split involving one of her characters. We'll see events happening with blurred, uncertain eyes. Molly will experience the gut reaction of a fight or flight response throughout. And we, as readers, can't let go.....
I received a copy of The Need through Simon & Schuster for an honest review. My sincere thanks to them and to the talented Helen Phillips for the opportunity.
Shelved as 'dnf'
July 18, 2019DNF @ 25%. The story took a very weird turn and I grew weary of hearing about the MC's pumping and constantly leaking breasts on every other page. Speculative fiction is not for me.
July 10, 2023
I’m not sure what I just read. “The Need” is an artsy “Twilight-Zone” story of the intensity of motherhood gone awry in another universe.
Author Helen Philips captures motherhood with an infant and a toddler to perfection. I’m 62 years old and I was taken with her prose to that time of exhaustion when your children are an incredible delight and all-consuming in same measure. Molly has two children, the clever and always chatting Vivian and the sweet baby boy Ben, whose need for breast feeding, diaper changing, and attention are constant. Molly’s husband is always gone, and Molly is left with a trustworthy 23-year-old to help with the children while Molly works. Yet, as all working moms know, working is gratifying for the time one has alone, and at the same time is another source of stress.
The lack of sleep alone can make a young mother unhinged. Compiling that with keeping the children safe, fed, and well maintained…well, Phillips takes poetic license of the intensity of parenting. “Her maternal instincts are difficult to separate from insanity.” That’s pretty much the whole story, in a nutshell. What captured me is Molly’s life; the truth of Molly’s life with her babies. Her baby who is playing contently and in one second is falling off a coffee table. Her beautiful daughter awakes her in the middle of the night, one inch from her face, screaming that she had a nightmare. The chaos and the physical and psychological weight of motherhood along with the joy a fulfillment is beautifully written. The “twilight-zone” aspects were a bit weird for me. Tough to rate. 5 stars for prose. 2 stars for the weirdness added to the storyline.
Author Helen Philips captures motherhood with an infant and a toddler to perfection. I’m 62 years old and I was taken with her prose to that time of exhaustion when your children are an incredible delight and all-consuming in same measure. Molly has two children, the clever and always chatting Vivian and the sweet baby boy Ben, whose need for breast feeding, diaper changing, and attention are constant. Molly’s husband is always gone, and Molly is left with a trustworthy 23-year-old to help with the children while Molly works. Yet, as all working moms know, working is gratifying for the time one has alone, and at the same time is another source of stress.
The lack of sleep alone can make a young mother unhinged. Compiling that with keeping the children safe, fed, and well maintained…well, Phillips takes poetic license of the intensity of parenting. “Her maternal instincts are difficult to separate from insanity.” That’s pretty much the whole story, in a nutshell. What captured me is Molly’s life; the truth of Molly’s life with her babies. Her baby who is playing contently and in one second is falling off a coffee table. Her beautiful daughter awakes her in the middle of the night, one inch from her face, screaming that she had a nightmare. The chaos and the physical and psychological weight of motherhood along with the joy a fulfillment is beautifully written. The “twilight-zone” aspects were a bit weird for me. Tough to rate. 5 stars for prose. 2 stars for the weirdness added to the storyline.
March 8, 2019
4.5 stars. A fever dream about the deepest and most urgent fears of being a parent. I adored this book, it wrapped me very very tightly around its finger and toyed with me like a cat batting at a feathered toy. It is very hard to write about this book for people who have not yet read it. It defies simple categorization. It also defies tropes and expectations. It seems to be one thing then becomes another.
At first, this appears to be yet another entry in the wave of domestic thrillers. Then it zigs and then zags but I dare not spoil the ride. I will just have to do my best to talk around it. Being a parent requires a certain amount of magical thinking every single day. You have to think around the constant fears and worries. You have to not let yourself get stuck remembering that your child is mortal, that they are vulnerable, that the smallest thing could take them from you in an instant. But there's much more to this book than that. That is the most primal fear, for certain, but there are so many others, especially with young children. What if you are not a good parent? What if you could see yourself and realize that the version of you in your head is not the truth? What if you really do not have the strength to get through it? Phillips pulls apart these deep-seeded fears for Molly, who has an infant and a newly-minted 4-year-old, a job at an archaeological site, and a husband who is out of town for the next week in a truly terrible bit of timing.
To me, this is a horror novel. It may not look like something by Stephen King, but it taps into the deepest and darkest thoughts parents have. Plus there's a supernatural strain running through the entire thing. At Molly's dig, they've not only uncovered plant fossils that are totally unprecedented, they've found more modern relics that don't make sense: a Coke bottle with the logo leaning the wrong way, a hundred-year-old Bible where God is referred to as female.
The first section of this book is so well done I would punch it if I could. It is one of the most tense things I have ever read. It was terrifying (if you are a parent of young children, I recommend not starting this book at night while your children are asleep in the next room!) but it was terrifying in a very specific way I rarely encounter in horror: because it felt like it could happen to me and it could happen right now. Molly has parental fears that most parents share, the rational and the irrational. Even though my kids are no longer babies I still think I hear a cry every time my heater turns on. One moment Molly is terrified and trying to figure out what to do, the next she is sure everyone will laugh at her the next morning when she tells them the story of how she freaked out. She is, frankly, quite real and everything that happens over the first part is so incredibly creepy that I recommend precautions. (After the first part it is still scary, but in a much more insidious, just as brilliant way.)
This is also one of a growing number of books that portrays early parenthood (especially for breastfeeding parents) so accurately I just wanted to scream "Too real!" every few pages. For so long this part of parents' lives (especially mothers) has been left off the page or simplified to only present perfect children because this part of family life is not worthy of being centered. But it is the most dramatic, most terrifying part of most people's lives and while it's not comfortable to read it, it's ironically comforting.
I want to sing about this book from a rooftop. It does not fall into any particular category of what readers are supposed to like. It is too weird for women, it is too female for men, it is too genre for literary readers, and too surrealist for genre readers. But it is exactly 100% my shit and I will read a thousand more books like it.
This would be an interesting companion to THE CHANGELING by Victor LaValle, another book about parental fears but with a very different perspective and genre mashup.
At first, this appears to be yet another entry in the wave of domestic thrillers. Then it zigs and then zags but I dare not spoil the ride. I will just have to do my best to talk around it. Being a parent requires a certain amount of magical thinking every single day. You have to think around the constant fears and worries. You have to not let yourself get stuck remembering that your child is mortal, that they are vulnerable, that the smallest thing could take them from you in an instant. But there's much more to this book than that. That is the most primal fear, for certain, but there are so many others, especially with young children. What if you are not a good parent? What if you could see yourself and realize that the version of you in your head is not the truth? What if you really do not have the strength to get through it? Phillips pulls apart these deep-seeded fears for Molly, who has an infant and a newly-minted 4-year-old, a job at an archaeological site, and a husband who is out of town for the next week in a truly terrible bit of timing.
To me, this is a horror novel. It may not look like something by Stephen King, but it taps into the deepest and darkest thoughts parents have. Plus there's a supernatural strain running through the entire thing. At Molly's dig, they've not only uncovered plant fossils that are totally unprecedented, they've found more modern relics that don't make sense: a Coke bottle with the logo leaning the wrong way, a hundred-year-old Bible where God is referred to as female.
The first section of this book is so well done I would punch it if I could. It is one of the most tense things I have ever read. It was terrifying (if you are a parent of young children, I recommend not starting this book at night while your children are asleep in the next room!) but it was terrifying in a very specific way I rarely encounter in horror: because it felt like it could happen to me and it could happen right now. Molly has parental fears that most parents share, the rational and the irrational. Even though my kids are no longer babies I still think I hear a cry every time my heater turns on. One moment Molly is terrified and trying to figure out what to do, the next she is sure everyone will laugh at her the next morning when she tells them the story of how she freaked out. She is, frankly, quite real and everything that happens over the first part is so incredibly creepy that I recommend precautions. (After the first part it is still scary, but in a much more insidious, just as brilliant way.)
This is also one of a growing number of books that portrays early parenthood (especially for breastfeeding parents) so accurately I just wanted to scream "Too real!" every few pages. For so long this part of parents' lives (especially mothers) has been left off the page or simplified to only present perfect children because this part of family life is not worthy of being centered. But it is the most dramatic, most terrifying part of most people's lives and while it's not comfortable to read it, it's ironically comforting.
I want to sing about this book from a rooftop. It does not fall into any particular category of what readers are supposed to like. It is too weird for women, it is too female for men, it is too genre for literary readers, and too surrealist for genre readers. But it is exactly 100% my shit and I will read a thousand more books like it.
This would be an interesting companion to THE CHANGELING by Victor LaValle, another book about parental fears but with a very different perspective and genre mashup.
July 16, 2019
Help!
I don’t know where to start.
I’ve just read reviews on this book and I’m now thinking I’m kinda dumb. I just didn’t “get it”.
The writing is very good, but following the gist of the story made my head hurt.
I get that she has two young children, I get that it’s very hard work and that’s not to be underrated I’ve been there. Gosh, hard work, constant, no time for yourself but very rewarding.
She works as a paleobotanist
I loved it had short chapter and parts 1, 2 and 3.
For me I think it needed to be divided into boxes of time.
It’s definitely not a fast paced thriller.
It’s........different. It’s not a huge book to read but because it puzzled me so very much I kept having to reread it.
You know when people say “it’s not you, it’s me?” Maybe it is me?
I read Ludwig’s review, got to the ‘scientific twist’ and I was done.
If you are seeking a book with a difference, this is it.
If you are seeking a fast pace thriller, this definitely isn’t it.
If you are looking for an headache, this is it.
When I closed the final page I was relieved.
I don’t mean to sound harsh, but I really didn’t understand it.
August 27, 2019
THREE STARS
Apparently I had this gem on hold and one day ALL of my OVERDRIVE holds came to life! Yes, seven amazing little audio books to consume in 21 days. I buckled myself up and started in on them--I can do it, I can do it !!
In a very remote universe, The Need could be distantly related to The Vegetarian. It is strange, haunting and weird. LOL. How's that for a review?
Definitely targeted for new mommies feeling overwhelmed with all the responsibilities of life.
Of course, this audience really has ZERO time to be reading psyche thrillers, so I don't know what to say. Except this, I liked it/I hated it. I can't give away the plot because that's what will keep you reading.
The audio version is perfection.
Apparently I had this gem on hold and one day ALL of my OVERDRIVE holds came to life! Yes, seven amazing little audio books to consume in 21 days. I buckled myself up and started in on them--I can do it, I can do it !!
In a very remote universe, The Need could be distantly related to The Vegetarian. It is strange, haunting and weird. LOL. How's that for a review?
Definitely targeted for new mommies feeling overwhelmed with all the responsibilities of life.
Of course, this audience really has ZERO time to be reading psyche thrillers, so I don't know what to say. Except this, I liked it/I hated it. I can't give away the plot because that's what will keep you reading.
The audio version is perfection.
April 24, 2019
Interesting, not at all what I expected! I related to the exhausted mom juggling a young child, nursing baby, and job. Those descriptions were spot on! Other than that, the story takes a serious detour - one that is never completed or explained.
Overall this story had a lot of potential but was just not satisfying to me. If you enjoy an unresolved ending, this is the book for you! 👍🏻
Thanks to NetGalley and publishers for the advanced reader’s copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.
Overall this story had a lot of potential but was just not satisfying to me. If you enjoy an unresolved ending, this is the book for you! 👍🏻
Thanks to NetGalley and publishers for the advanced reader’s copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.
January 5, 2022
I'd kill the other! No giveaway.
Also, wear some pads in your bra! If your breasts leak, then milk or pad it!
Yeah, not a fan.
Also, wear some pads in your bra! If your breasts leak, then milk or pad it!
Yeah, not a fan.
January 3, 2020
Sometime before Christmas, I strolled into my local library with a handwritten list of books with corresponding call numbers. I’m a proud patron of two local libraries, my phone fully equipped with two different library apps, but I prefer this library. It’s closer, albeit smaller, but they always have the books I want just waiting to be checked out. I could put a book on hold and wait weeks or months at the other place, or just pop in to the smaller library and grab the book right off the shelf. It’s amazing, so I often find myself here, checking out too many books that everyone else has somehow neglected.
I grabbed The Need off the shelf. It was on my list, but I don’t remember why. I’m sure it was on a best-of-the-year list or something, and I was happy to see it was so thin and likely wouldn’t take up too much of my life. I grabbed roughly 27 more books, too, which is a slight exaggeration, but I do remember wishing I had a basket or a shopping cart or something. I remember my arms being really tired, and The Need, in all its smallness and weightlessness, wasn’t responsible.
Maybe it was because of its aforementioned smallness that The Need just kind of fell to the bottom of my to-read stack of library books. Maybe it was just easy to overlook, or I wasn’t as jazzed about reading it compared to other books. Either way, it sat around for a couple of weeks, and it almost just got returned to the library, unread. But, alas, I picked it up one day, flipped through the pages, discovered the chapters were literally two pages long at the most, and decided I could tackle this one pretty quickly. The Need was going to be a great way to kick off my new reading year.
And, yeah, it’s a good book. It’s designed to be read quickly with its super short chapters, super short paragraphs, and super short sentences. It’s one of those books that demands you to keep reading. The next chapter is only two pages, so you just keep reading. You never really want to put the book down because you’re on this constant cliffhanger, and it’s so easy to just continue on, push forward, lose just another minute or two of sleep.
I went into this one blind, and it’s probably better to experience it that way. I’m not going to give anything away or even share any of the plot, but I will share my thoughts on how I felt at the end of the book.
I just ripped right through this one, and I was mildly satisfied at the end, but I wanted to be blown away. I wanted some kind of big twist, a big reveal, something. There was still just too much ambiguity in the end. It’s open to too many interpretations, but I need like one or two at the most. There are also some really intriguing subplots that still feel unresolved. I have my own explanations of to what all of this means, but I would preferred to be surprised or at least proven right in the end.
Imagine, if you will, a roller coaster. I’ve often used this analogy to describe a book, so why change just because it’s a new year? Anyway, you’re reading The Need, and you have this anticipation building and building and building. You get to the end of the book, which metaphorically is the top of the big climb at the beginning of the roller coaster. You can feel your heart racing, you throw your hands in the air, a scream is starting form inside you, and then you hit the epilogue. You think this must be it. Here we go! Instead, there’s not a big descent, no wind rushing into your face, no screaming, your hands are back down. You realize the ride is over, that the thrill was more in the climb than anything else. There’s just a slow spiral back down to the ground where you unbuckle you’re seatbelt, step out of the ride, buy an ice cream cone, and move on to the next ride.
The next ride in this story is not a roller coaster at all. It’s a carousel, and all of the horses have been taken by kids and their parents, and there is just a big metal bench left for you. You just sit there while the kids bounce up and down on their horses, laughing and laughing and laughing. You start to wonder why you even chose to ride the carousel in the first place since it’s just you in this story and your wife and kids aren’t around. Why were all of the horses taken anyway? But you keep reading because the comfort of just sitting and spinning slowly somehow relaxes you. The laughter and the music start to blend together, and suddenly you’re in a very peaceful state. The ride comes to an end, but you decide to stay on this time, but this time you’re grabbing one of those horses that go up and down. One hand on the reins, the other hand in the air, you are the god of your own universe.
I grabbed The Need off the shelf. It was on my list, but I don’t remember why. I’m sure it was on a best-of-the-year list or something, and I was happy to see it was so thin and likely wouldn’t take up too much of my life. I grabbed roughly 27 more books, too, which is a slight exaggeration, but I do remember wishing I had a basket or a shopping cart or something. I remember my arms being really tired, and The Need, in all its smallness and weightlessness, wasn’t responsible.
Maybe it was because of its aforementioned smallness that The Need just kind of fell to the bottom of my to-read stack of library books. Maybe it was just easy to overlook, or I wasn’t as jazzed about reading it compared to other books. Either way, it sat around for a couple of weeks, and it almost just got returned to the library, unread. But, alas, I picked it up one day, flipped through the pages, discovered the chapters were literally two pages long at the most, and decided I could tackle this one pretty quickly. The Need was going to be a great way to kick off my new reading year.
And, yeah, it’s a good book. It’s designed to be read quickly with its super short chapters, super short paragraphs, and super short sentences. It’s one of those books that demands you to keep reading. The next chapter is only two pages, so you just keep reading. You never really want to put the book down because you’re on this constant cliffhanger, and it’s so easy to just continue on, push forward, lose just another minute or two of sleep.
I went into this one blind, and it’s probably better to experience it that way. I’m not going to give anything away or even share any of the plot, but I will share my thoughts on how I felt at the end of the book.
I just ripped right through this one, and I was mildly satisfied at the end, but I wanted to be blown away. I wanted some kind of big twist, a big reveal, something. There was still just too much ambiguity in the end. It’s open to too many interpretations, but I need like one or two at the most. There are also some really intriguing subplots that still feel unresolved. I have my own explanations of to what all of this means, but I would preferred to be surprised or at least proven right in the end.
Imagine, if you will, a roller coaster. I’ve often used this analogy to describe a book, so why change just because it’s a new year? Anyway, you’re reading The Need, and you have this anticipation building and building and building. You get to the end of the book, which metaphorically is the top of the big climb at the beginning of the roller coaster. You can feel your heart racing, you throw your hands in the air, a scream is starting form inside you, and then you hit the epilogue. You think this must be it. Here we go! Instead, there’s not a big descent, no wind rushing into your face, no screaming, your hands are back down. You realize the ride is over, that the thrill was more in the climb than anything else. There’s just a slow spiral back down to the ground where you unbuckle you’re seatbelt, step out of the ride, buy an ice cream cone, and move on to the next ride.
The next ride in this story is not a roller coaster at all. It’s a carousel, and all of the horses have been taken by kids and their parents, and there is just a big metal bench left for you. You just sit there while the kids bounce up and down on their horses, laughing and laughing and laughing. You start to wonder why you even chose to ride the carousel in the first place since it’s just you in this story and your wife and kids aren’t around. Why were all of the horses taken anyway? But you keep reading because the comfort of just sitting and spinning slowly somehow relaxes you. The laughter and the music start to blend together, and suddenly you’re in a very peaceful state. The ride comes to an end, but you decide to stay on this time, but this time you’re grabbing one of those horses that go up and down. One hand on the reins, the other hand in the air, you are the god of your own universe.
June 19, 2024
Speculative fiction continues to hold a strong presence in novels, possibly even more so since climate change, other natural disasters and political divisiveness looms large. Margaret Atwood, Emily St. John Mandel, China Mieville, and many others have contoured this landscape with winning stories of “what ifs” taking place in the near future. Now, Helen Phillips, perhaps joining China Mieville’s niche of “weird fiction,” and that “other” genre-- fabulist fiction, has written a novel centering on a paleobotanist trying to balance her home life with husband and two small children with her professional life of digging up artifacts of the past. It's even got tendrils of Kafka, but sideways and contemporary.
It’s a very personal story that I think countless women can relate to. Trying to harmonize those two lives can be an enterprise of almost dissociative proportions. That’s how it seems with one mother, Molly, still breast-feeding her youngest baby. What happens when your fears reach a breaking point—that thin line you’re walking between organizing the many pieces that must come together (especially when hubby is often out of the country pursuing his professional life as a musician) between mothering, finding a babysitter, and maintaining your work responsibilities? And the exhaustion that comes with it—and the guilt that you feel when you find yourself wishing for a private space with no obligations to anyone. This maternal horror story dangles itself in the paranoia and emotional riptide that consumes Molly, at her most vulnerable—home with two small children, one of which she is still nursing around the clock. What happens when she hears an intruder?
There’s a lot more to unpack and interpret here than at first peek. If you don’t engage, than you may complain that it is one long diatribe on the vicissitudes of motherhood. But, digging deeper, as Molly must do at her work at the once former Phillips 66-turned-dig site, the eerie narrative and a quixotic character nudges the reader closer to the abyss, that place where the continuum between anxiety and panic not only exists, but may consume you. I don’t want to spoil the plot, or the layers you will uncover. It is a mesmerizing tale of identity and motherhood and being caught up in “the cyclone of your children’s needs.” And the ending is provocatively ambiguous. I will be the first in line for her next book!
Addendum 2024: I am hotly anticipating the release of Hum, which comes out later this year. I hope it is as good as THE NEST.
It’s a very personal story that I think countless women can relate to. Trying to harmonize those two lives can be an enterprise of almost dissociative proportions. That’s how it seems with one mother, Molly, still breast-feeding her youngest baby. What happens when your fears reach a breaking point—that thin line you’re walking between organizing the many pieces that must come together (especially when hubby is often out of the country pursuing his professional life as a musician) between mothering, finding a babysitter, and maintaining your work responsibilities? And the exhaustion that comes with it—and the guilt that you feel when you find yourself wishing for a private space with no obligations to anyone. This maternal horror story dangles itself in the paranoia and emotional riptide that consumes Molly, at her most vulnerable—home with two small children, one of which she is still nursing around the clock. What happens when she hears an intruder?
There’s a lot more to unpack and interpret here than at first peek. If you don’t engage, than you may complain that it is one long diatribe on the vicissitudes of motherhood. But, digging deeper, as Molly must do at her work at the once former Phillips 66-turned-dig site, the eerie narrative and a quixotic character nudges the reader closer to the abyss, that place where the continuum between anxiety and panic not only exists, but may consume you. I don’t want to spoil the plot, or the layers you will uncover. It is a mesmerizing tale of identity and motherhood and being caught up in “the cyclone of your children’s needs.” And the ending is provocatively ambiguous. I will be the first in line for her next book!
Addendum 2024: I am hotly anticipating the release of Hum, which comes out later this year. I hope it is as good as THE NEST.
August 1, 2019
2.5 stars
This is a strange one! I have to check with my friends on who has read this!
I would love to analyze this novel in a more literary sense then my review could possibly describe it. It is deserving to be loved for the deeper meaning and defragmentation of it all. Perhaps it is a work of literary brilliance if you value its depth and hidden reasonings. It wasn't what I was expecting at a time with my brain tuned in on summer, light heartedness and beach reads. My mood was not fitting this baffling and strange novel.
Molly is an archeologist and working mother to a still nursing baby boy and a highly demanding little girl (and I mean highly, highly demanding and an irritating little girl). Her husband is gone on a business trip, one of many. She is wrestling the demands, sleep deprivation and chores in a haze but caring. Since the birth of her kids, she is having anxieties about hearing movements in the house. In her own little panic, she is prepared to hide with the kids in closets, bathtubs, under the bed and so on, just until she can be sure they are safe.
Working at the archeological site, she digs and gives tours. Some of the latest findings include a controversial bible with the creator's pronoun shown as female. As the site is getting more and more attention due to this phenomenon, Molly is also anxious about attacks by visitors and envisions the most horrific threats.
At some point, a woman enters the novel and she looks just like Molly. The same EVERYTHING! In dirty clothes, and lactating as well, she wants to take over Molly's life and share the children. She threatens her, tells her she has been through more than she could imagine and begins to invade Molly's home life. All while her husband is away.
What ensues are visions of Molly as if outside her own body, comparing her methods with the kids, going through fits of rage and even witnessing a hot hook up of her husband with the "other" her.
In many elements of the story, I was contemplating if this is an alternate reality/dimension overlapping with Molly's life. It certainly was hinted at that with different findings in the archeological pit, but then again at the same time, I thought this woman has just gone crazy.
To find out and form your own opinion of this novel, you will have to read it. There is lot's of room for interpretation I believe and that is why it is so deserving to be analyzed.
What I did no like in the plot as a whole was this annoying little daughter, and believe me, I love kids. Again, perhaps just another way of showing how frazzled one would be in this situation. I have a lot of patience, but this little one was interjected way too much in this novel and I did not enjoy reading it that way.
So, I haven't found many books I don't like at all, and this isn't one of those either, but I wasn't the right person for this one. It is more or less a situation of a cat entering the life of a dog mama, simply not a natural match.
I'd love to hear what others think about it? And how did you like the ending?
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This is a strange one! I have to check with my friends on who has read this!
I would love to analyze this novel in a more literary sense then my review could possibly describe it. It is deserving to be loved for the deeper meaning and defragmentation of it all. Perhaps it is a work of literary brilliance if you value its depth and hidden reasonings. It wasn't what I was expecting at a time with my brain tuned in on summer, light heartedness and beach reads. My mood was not fitting this baffling and strange novel.
Molly is an archeologist and working mother to a still nursing baby boy and a highly demanding little girl (and I mean highly, highly demanding and an irritating little girl). Her husband is gone on a business trip, one of many. She is wrestling the demands, sleep deprivation and chores in a haze but caring. Since the birth of her kids, she is having anxieties about hearing movements in the house. In her own little panic, she is prepared to hide with the kids in closets, bathtubs, under the bed and so on, just until she can be sure they are safe.
Working at the archeological site, she digs and gives tours. Some of the latest findings include a controversial bible with the creator's pronoun shown as female. As the site is getting more and more attention due to this phenomenon, Molly is also anxious about attacks by visitors and envisions the most horrific threats.
At some point, a woman enters the novel and she looks just like Molly. The same EVERYTHING! In dirty clothes, and lactating as well, she wants to take over Molly's life and share the children. She threatens her, tells her she has been through more than she could imagine and begins to invade Molly's home life. All while her husband is away.
What ensues are visions of Molly as if outside her own body, comparing her methods with the kids, going through fits of rage and even witnessing a hot hook up of her husband with the "other" her.
In many elements of the story, I was contemplating if this is an alternate reality/dimension overlapping with Molly's life. It certainly was hinted at that with different findings in the archeological pit, but then again at the same time, I thought this woman has just gone crazy.
To find out and form your own opinion of this novel, you will have to read it. There is lot's of room for interpretation I believe and that is why it is so deserving to be analyzed.
What I did no like in the plot as a whole was this annoying little daughter, and believe me, I love kids. Again, perhaps just another way of showing how frazzled one would be in this situation. I have a lot of patience, but this little one was interjected way too much in this novel and I did not enjoy reading it that way.
So, I haven't found many books I don't like at all, and this isn't one of those either, but I wasn't the right person for this one. It is more or less a situation of a cat entering the life of a dog mama, simply not a natural match.
I'd love to hear what others think about it? And how did you like the ending?
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May 24, 2020
Many thanks to Elizabeth at Simon & Schuster for sending me a copy in exchange for an honest review
okay, so Netflix totally stole this idea...
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” And the other woman said, Nay; but the living is my son, and the dead is thy son. And this said, No; but the dead is thy son, and the living is my son. Thus they spake before the king.
23 Then said the king, The one saith, This is my son that liveth, and thy son is the dead: and the other saith, Nay; but thy son is the dead, and my son is the living.
24 And the king said, Bring me a sword. And they brought a sword before the king.
25 And the king said, Divide the living child in two, and give half to the one, and half to the other.”
Hmm. That was weird. No, I’m not referring to the quote above (though it is really weird. The bible is f**ked up). This book is weird. When I think back on it, I really can’t help but compare it to a weird fever dream. Maybe it was because the entire of state of Maryland is dangerously hot.
The Need follows Holly, a young mother who is watching after her children when she hears some weird noises. When she investigates, she finds a mysterious figure who turns out to be…
➵ Moll - An otherworldly duplicated of Molly, Moll is spooky, dark and twisted yet, because she’s a copy of Molly, who we do in fact care for, we can’t help but feel a small bit of pity for her.
Molly and Moll fight over who gets to have the children. They both want them to themself. So, they decide to take turns watching the children but that doesn’t go well and Moll really just takes over the home and Molly is forced into hiding because she doesn’t want her children to see two of her because that would f**k up their tiny little fetus psyches.
Admittedly, I was really, really close to DNF-ing this because it reminded me too much of one of my favorite horror novels this year, Little Darlings. But I stayed strong and powered through and I was only slightly disappointed. Fortunately, the story did diverge away from being too much like Little Darlings. That said, I really felt like there wasn’t much of a plot.
Around the 25% point, I really lost track of what the f**k of what was going on. That could have been because I was listening to it in 100+ degrees of heat and I wasn’t in the right state of mind to read or because it was poorly written. Who’s to say.
Overall, this is a really weird book that I didn’t totally enjoy but I still recommend it. Just make sure to read when it’s not ridiculously hot outside.
Bottom Line:
3 Stars
Age Rating: [ R ]
TW: Scary Themes
Reps: [NONE(?)]
Cover: 4/5 ~ Characters: 3/5 ~ Plot: 3/5 ~ Audio: 3/5
Publication Date: July 7th, 2019
Publisher: Simon & Schuster
Genre: Horror
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May 9, 2024
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The Need.
This is my first book by the author and the blurb caught my eye so I went into this with an open mind.
>i> ** Minor non-scary spoilers ahead **
Molly is a paleobotanist excavating a site known as the Pit of various archaeological items that defy conventional explanation or categorization.
At the same time, she is an overworked, exhausted, sleep deprived mother of two children under the age of five.
Her husband is a struggling musician who takes off when he gets a gig so, no surprise here, she does everything.
One night, Molly discovers an intruder in her house who seems to know everything about her.
Her every move. Her secrets. Her life.
Who is this person? What does she want?
I don't want to give anything anyway because for me, this was the best part. The only good part.
After the reveal of the intruder, the story quickly fell apart and I wonder if its because the author was not sure where she was going with it.
I don't mind novels that break genres; most do.
The blurb had me anticipating a sci-fi Twilight Zone, X-Files-like kind of tale; not unlike something Blake Crouch would write.
And the possibilities were there!
What is the Pit? A portal to a multi-verse? A link to infinite worlds and lives and tragedies?
Why did this intruder show up and not manifestations of Molly's co-workers?
What about the bizarre Bible Molly found? What does that mean?
The writing is good but scattered, as if the author wasn't sure what she was trying to say:
Motherhood is hard, regardless if you have a full time job or not, and no one truly understands how hard overworked you are. Well, duh.
There is a lot of summarizing of the endless tasks that all mothers face; the demands for your attention, the wails of your children, the comfort and love and support they constantly need.
Mothers are humans too and all this neediness takes a toll on Molly.
Life would be easier without children, but joyless and loveless, to an extent, she realizes.
There are more questions than any kind of answers:
Is it this exhaustion that summons the intruder?
What is Molly's connection to the Pit?
Who are these zealots who visit the site? What is their purpose?
There are many themes running throughout this short novel but nothing is touched upon, perhaps glossed vaguely but in a mild manner that didn't freak me out.
I wasn't even creeped out until the intruder showed up and then she proved to not be the adversary I hoped for.
I wanted madness, danger, confusion and some answers; I don't mind a vague ending, but an explanation or two wouldn't hurt.
Also, there's no sense of place.
Where is Molly working? Where is the Pit located? How did she come to work here?
There is also no background on Molly.
Why did she become a paleobotanist? Does she enjoy it? What does she hope to gain from working this site?
I was not impressed with Molly, as a character and as a scientist.
She was frazzled, yes, because she has two young children and a demanding, stressful job with fanatics.
But I caught no hint of how smart she is nor does she have any plan to figure out what the Pit is and why the intruder is here.
Instead, she does a lot of worrying about her children (fair enough) and wandering back and forth from her work site.
Perhaps the intruder is there to remind Molly that her children are a gift, in any multi-verse and she should be grateful.
I'm not sure since we don't know much about the intruder, either.
How did she get here? How long has she been here?
Also, what the fudge is going on?
There was great potential for The Need to be dark dangerous and downright frightening; instead, it was a slow paced story about a lackluster main character who seems not entirely interested in deciphering the reason this intruder has come into her life.
Or maybe its because she's just exhausted, like I was after reading it.
I did 'need' a break when I was done.
This is my first book by the author and the blurb caught my eye so I went into this with an open mind.
>i> ** Minor non-scary spoilers ahead **
Molly is a paleobotanist excavating a site known as the Pit of various archaeological items that defy conventional explanation or categorization.
At the same time, she is an overworked, exhausted, sleep deprived mother of two children under the age of five.
Her husband is a struggling musician who takes off when he gets a gig so, no surprise here, she does everything.
One night, Molly discovers an intruder in her house who seems to know everything about her.
Her every move. Her secrets. Her life.
Who is this person? What does she want?
I don't want to give anything anyway because for me, this was the best part. The only good part.
After the reveal of the intruder, the story quickly fell apart and I wonder if its because the author was not sure where she was going with it.
I don't mind novels that break genres; most do.
The blurb had me anticipating a sci-fi Twilight Zone, X-Files-like kind of tale; not unlike something Blake Crouch would write.
And the possibilities were there!
What is the Pit? A portal to a multi-verse? A link to infinite worlds and lives and tragedies?
Why did this intruder show up and not manifestations of Molly's co-workers?
What about the bizarre Bible Molly found? What does that mean?
The writing is good but scattered, as if the author wasn't sure what she was trying to say:
Motherhood is hard, regardless if you have a full time job or not, and no one truly understands how hard overworked you are. Well, duh.
There is a lot of summarizing of the endless tasks that all mothers face; the demands for your attention, the wails of your children, the comfort and love and support they constantly need.
Mothers are humans too and all this neediness takes a toll on Molly.
Life would be easier without children, but joyless and loveless, to an extent, she realizes.
There are more questions than any kind of answers:
Is it this exhaustion that summons the intruder?
What is Molly's connection to the Pit?
Who are these zealots who visit the site? What is their purpose?
There are many themes running throughout this short novel but nothing is touched upon, perhaps glossed vaguely but in a mild manner that didn't freak me out.
I wasn't even creeped out until the intruder showed up and then she proved to not be the adversary I hoped for.
I wanted madness, danger, confusion and some answers; I don't mind a vague ending, but an explanation or two wouldn't hurt.
Also, there's no sense of place.
Where is Molly working? Where is the Pit located? How did she come to work here?
There is also no background on Molly.
Why did she become a paleobotanist? Does she enjoy it? What does she hope to gain from working this site?
I was not impressed with Molly, as a character and as a scientist.
She was frazzled, yes, because she has two young children and a demanding, stressful job with fanatics.
But I caught no hint of how smart she is nor does she have any plan to figure out what the Pit is and why the intruder is here.
Instead, she does a lot of worrying about her children (fair enough) and wandering back and forth from her work site.
Perhaps the intruder is there to remind Molly that her children are a gift, in any multi-verse and she should be grateful.
I'm not sure since we don't know much about the intruder, either.
How did she get here? How long has she been here?
Also, what the fudge is going on?
There was great potential for The Need to be dark dangerous and downright frightening; instead, it was a slow paced story about a lackluster main character who seems not entirely interested in deciphering the reason this intruder has come into her life.
Or maybe its because she's just exhausted, like I was after reading it.
I did 'need' a break when I was done.
August 2, 2019
A terrifically promising premise but the prose is very flat and the action so repetitive that I ended up feeling like it could have made a good short story. Also it’s one of those stories that relies on the protagonist keeping a secret so large and ridiculously against her interest to keep that I couldn’t take her dilemma any more seriously than I can feel sorry for those kids in horror films who insist on investigating the noise in the basement themselves rather than calling 911.
This premise could have, with a better editor, become either 1) a novel about the existential terror of motherhood—if any of us stopped to think about the real possibility of losing our young child, would we ever risk having one?—OR 2) a novel exploring an interesting and worthy sci fi premise....
but in this case both possibilities are hinted at and then left half baked.
I liked the author’s deep attention to the rhythms of early motherhood, and the breast pump scenes were particularly spot on, but on the whole this was a skipper.
This premise could have, with a better editor, become either 1) a novel about the existential terror of motherhood—if any of us stopped to think about the real possibility of losing our young child, would we ever risk having one?—OR 2) a novel exploring an interesting and worthy sci fi premise....
but in this case both possibilities are hinted at and then left half baked.
I liked the author’s deep attention to the rhythms of early motherhood, and the breast pump scenes were particularly spot on, but on the whole this was a skipper.
July 9, 2019
OK, first I should admit that The Need by Helen Phillips was a book that quickly lost my interest and I had a hard time following this one from the start. There are plenty of people that love this one so it’s probably more a case of it’s me and not the book this time. The Need is a sort of weird horror, scifi mix that did remind me a lot of being tossed into the Twilight Zone for a few hours while reading and as weird as it sounds with me being a huge horror fan I was never that fond of the Twilight Zone.
Our main character Molly is a young mother that tries to do it all to hold her family together. A mother of two young children under the age of five would be more than enough for anyone to handle but Molly’s husband is a musician and often gone while Molly is a paleobotanist bringing home the steady pay. Molly has been working at a site called the Dig where things have been found that seem just out of the ordinary leaving Molly with questions. Then one night at home with her children, overworked and exhausted Molly encounters an intruder into her life.
As I mentioned already this one just didn’t seem to be for me, it felt like the beginning wanted to be creepy horror but then became more scattered and out there as it went along. Not sure how to explain it as to me it felt the author was trying to expand but dropped some details as quickly as they start along the way and just didn’t gel well into the book. I just figure as much as I love twists and turns and red herrings in stories those are still solid information whereas something like this leaves too much to the imagination leaving me with questions along the way.
I received an advance copy from the publisher via NetGalley.
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Our main character Molly is a young mother that tries to do it all to hold her family together. A mother of two young children under the age of five would be more than enough for anyone to handle but Molly’s husband is a musician and often gone while Molly is a paleobotanist bringing home the steady pay. Molly has been working at a site called the Dig where things have been found that seem just out of the ordinary leaving Molly with questions. Then one night at home with her children, overworked and exhausted Molly encounters an intruder into her life.
As I mentioned already this one just didn’t seem to be for me, it felt like the beginning wanted to be creepy horror but then became more scattered and out there as it went along. Not sure how to explain it as to me it felt the author was trying to expand but dropped some details as quickly as they start along the way and just didn’t gel well into the book. I just figure as much as I love twists and turns and red herrings in stories those are still solid information whereas something like this leaves too much to the imagination leaving me with questions along the way.
I received an advance copy from the publisher via NetGalley.
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July 31, 2019
This is a uniquely different book on the complexities of a working mother with a touch of the supernatural.
Molly is the mother of two, a precocious four year old daughter and a baby boy. She also works full-time as a paleobotanist in nearby dig site. One evening she is traumatized by a masked intruder in her home and this sets the stage for a very strange and tense story that will leave the reader either loving this book or pulling their hair out while wondering "What the heck did I just read".
I thoroughly enjoyed this very well-written book. The first chapter gave me goosebumps because it was so creepy and sinister, so there was no way I was putting this book down until I found out "Why is all this happening?" . Helen Phillips captured the antics and actions of the children flawlessly and I had to laugh at many of the fun moments of the children which helped to break the tension and made the book relatable to most moms. This book really shows the struggles and hardships of a working mother trying to excel in her career as well as a being mom. My heart goes out to all the moms who have to return to work way too soon because it is financially necessary.
This is a speculative fiction and only the reader will discover what this book brings out in themselves.
I want to thank the publisher Simon & Schuster and Netgalley for the opportunity to read this terrific novel!
I highly recommend this gripping and unusual novel to any reader who would enjoy something very different from their normal reading and I have give this story 4 Mind Boggling 🌟🌟🌟🌟 Stars!!
Molly is the mother of two, a precocious four year old daughter and a baby boy. She also works full-time as a paleobotanist in nearby dig site. One evening she is traumatized by a masked intruder in her home and this sets the stage for a very strange and tense story that will leave the reader either loving this book or pulling their hair out while wondering "What the heck did I just read".
I thoroughly enjoyed this very well-written book. The first chapter gave me goosebumps because it was so creepy and sinister, so there was no way I was putting this book down until I found out "Why is all this happening?" . Helen Phillips captured the antics and actions of the children flawlessly and I had to laugh at many of the fun moments of the children which helped to break the tension and made the book relatable to most moms. This book really shows the struggles and hardships of a working mother trying to excel in her career as well as a being mom. My heart goes out to all the moms who have to return to work way too soon because it is financially necessary.
This is a speculative fiction and only the reader will discover what this book brings out in themselves.
I want to thank the publisher Simon & Schuster and Netgalley for the opportunity to read this terrific novel!
I highly recommend this gripping and unusual novel to any reader who would enjoy something very different from their normal reading and I have give this story 4 Mind Boggling 🌟🌟🌟🌟 Stars!!
July 26, 2019
I have never read a book with such a focus on breastfeeding. Not even a parenting manual. We get it...she breastfed, she has white milk, she has nipples. Skip this book.
July 5, 2019
Imagine being in two places at once; as a parent of young children, I can appreciate the appeal, however, this suspense filled surreal fiction centered around domestic family life flips the script on that notion to deliver a truly engrossing tale where nothing is quite as it seems.
Comprising elements of sci-fi and horror, drama, The Need has a little something for everyone. Primarily centered around Molly and her two young children, the story is complimented by a series of strange happenings at a local dig-site where Molly works; a number of odd artifacts are unearthed and before long the site becomes a popular draw-card for the tourist industry. Unfortunately for Molly, the increase in attention spawns an unimaginable horror.
The Need is pitch perfect for parents; that inbuilt primal desire to protect your children at all costs is exploited in devastatingly good fashion. The story is sure to pull at parent's heartstrings from the opening pages and throughout as it steadily evolves into something completely unexpected yet scarily satisfying.
My rating:4/5 stars.
Comprising elements of sci-fi and horror, drama, The Need has a little something for everyone. Primarily centered around Molly and her two young children, the story is complimented by a series of strange happenings at a local dig-site where Molly works; a number of odd artifacts are unearthed and before long the site becomes a popular draw-card for the tourist industry. Unfortunately for Molly, the increase in attention spawns an unimaginable horror.
The Need is pitch perfect for parents; that inbuilt primal desire to protect your children at all costs is exploited in devastatingly good fashion. The story is sure to pull at parent's heartstrings from the opening pages and throughout as it steadily evolves into something completely unexpected yet scarily satisfying.
My rating:4/5 stars.
April 15, 2020
I am a father twice-over and I can appreciate how difficult it is to balance working life and two kids for a mother when us dads are on business trips, but this particular account did not really move me very much. Phillips creates a doppelganger for her overloaded protagonist, but I felt that the strangeness was overwrought and uninteresting. The idea of parallel universes colliding is a common trope, but no satisfactory explanation is given as to why the Seam that Molly is working on suddenly creates a rift in time-space forcing a collision of realities. The idea of finding some objects was quaint but sort of pointless because the only objects that were truly of interest were the female-pronoun Bible and the penny. It just did not add up for me as a reader. I don't understand why this book would be on anyone's Pulitzer hopefuls list to be honest. I was so nonplussed that i don't even have any quotes to share.
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