THE GIRL WHO WANTED TO COMMIT SUICIDE

Few years back it was probably Sunday that I didn't have my class so went to my nearby my favorite place Tala Park with the bag of ye books to study and enjoy. I chose a totally vacant place for lesser chance of noise... After some time, I conceived someone is sitting behind me though I didn't turn. It wasn't more than 10 mints that I heard sobbing from the behind but still didn't say anything or looked at the person. Soon the sobbing grew into louder and continuous cry. This time it was hard for me to ignore and from the sound it was obvious that it's someone female. I still tried to ignore and focus on my work, but I hardly could do that. Finally, I tried to gather the courage to ask and after some time I did that with my best courtesy at the time. But her reply was rude and told me to mind my own business. I apologized and sympathetically told her that my only concern was just to do anything that I could do for her as far as possible. I ignored the incidence and tried to regain the focus by playing lyrics with headphones (I often do it when I find the background noisy or mentally exhausted).

  After some time, I felt her hand on my shoulder (probably she had tried to call me but because of background music I wasn't able to hear anything) so I immediately turned. She first apologized for her rude behavior, but I told her that in such a situation we become very emotional so there's nothing to mind. Then I offered her my water bottle. After drinking water, she asked me if I would like to hear her problem. I confirmed that if she's okay then I will listen so we both could come to a solution (but I knew in such situation just listening to someone is more than enough mostly).

  It was about a long love life with her boyfriend who had recently deceived her and left her shattered. She had been living with him for 7 years and suddenly he married a different girl in secret. This broke her completely from the inside and she had come to commit suicide in local train, but she could not gather the courage. She had been out of home for last 16 hours without her mobile and purse. With this I understood that she must be also very hungry. I checked my bag and found a very small amount of money (either I didn't have money or didn’t carry as I hate to take purse with me) so with that I brought her some cake once she had finished narrating her excruciating experience.

  By the time she had finished, she herself said, "I am regretting for doing all this as my parents are magnate in Kolkata...." Finally, she decided to walk to home which was around 8 KM. But before that she wanted to know my details and mobile no. While giving my metro card (because her destination was also a metro station and Tala is near Belgachia metro station) I told her that if I share my details with you then the memory will lose its beauty so let's remain strangers. With this I left for my home as I was late for my lunch.

  Life is a great opportunity, but at times surely it is very complex. When bad times come, we should try to relevance and find its solutions. Problems that look frightening currently will sound foolish after some time. Time is one of the best ways to heal painful situations immediately after trying to find resolutions. Still, there will be room for error, and we have to understand and keep it in our mind. Like this girl we all tend to fall to such painful situation that at times we may think to take the worst of all decisions. But under such circumstances we must try to restore to normalcy as soon as possible. One of the worrying things that I see with this passionate generation is that they often try very much continuously. Trying too much for a long time can surely have shocking fatigue and tiresome that at times can lead towards depression and nihilism. One of the things that we must learn while giving our effort is to take frequent breaks leaves for enjoyment to make things more effective.  

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