“If you belong to me, please come back later” - new perspectives on Abortion & the Death of a New Born
Chrissy de García
Bodywisdom & Energetics Expert - What’s your struggle? I get you through this. In-field Researcher of Human Design x Gene Keys x Bodyawareness x Twin Flames
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I never had an abortion YET I do believe that I would have gotten pregnant twice if there wouldn’t have been interference - once because I had a cupper coil & the second time because I took the emergency contraceptive pill and had tremendous bleeding & sacral purging afterwards.
The reason I was contemplating this a lot is that in my first past life, I got pregnant at age 17 without being married. My partner only 16 and my family & society already didn’t agree with the fact that the man was younger than the woman and obviously totally escalated when they found out I was pregnant. After they tortured me and him for the shame we caused the family with tremendous violence physically & emotionally, having taken the baby away right after birth without even letting me hold it, basically not seeing it, I committed suicide.
In this life time I always had this tremendous fear of getting pregnant which would always limit my sexual liberty just as fear of STI due to health concerns being tremendously affected by the astral memories I only remembered way later in life as well as the fear of any outside force affecting my body. On that note: I experienced too often that condoms would slip off, had an experience where the guy took off the condom without my knowledge (because of the feeling, his audacity & pretended it slipped off!) plus I know two people who have HIV and have therefore been confronted with this topic (>> when did you get checked last time? ;) that just for reminder / awareness purposes).
The point is I would often ask myself "what IF?" and panic to then work off all potential possibilities & scenarios.
In the past few years I've been majorly dealing with it because of my own birth and my parents definitely not being ready for me as well my twin flame having a daughter while he & his ex were definitely not in the place of having a child and me thinking about having about own children as well as dealing with astral children & boundary setting.
“If I could choose again - I would ask my parents to abort me and ask me to come back later [if you and us, the parents, still want this]”
After long contemplations & healing work I came to the conclusion that my parents transferred tremendous pain and karma onto me (which they could have released by using my vessel of the first 3 months, or even later - as hard as it sounds - for releasing DNA trash; as then I would have not received that much “DNA-trash” to deal with - and I hold the strong belief that using children as “hope” is damn egoistic). If they would have done this & grieved their creation properly as that, they would have had tremendous DNA transformation by prioritizing themselves & their soul’s path as well as stood up to their parents as well as societal & religious conditioning. They would have already taught me as a soul how to set rigid boundaries while me still being in the astral role-modeling how to do this without abusing me to support them for ancestral & DNA healing. Taking accountability, making supportive choices for themselves, me and the collective.
Another storyline is that my grandmother from my father’s side lost her first child at one month old due to a hospital infection. It’s questionable whether the immune system was too weak or if it was purely the hospital’s fault to not be hygenic enough - which just reminds me that besides my grandmother being a Virgo (the zodiac sign with the most cleanliness orientation), this may have added to her being hypervigilant around cleanliness. The issue here - as how I see it - is that this death was a reminder, an invitation to my grandmother to realize that it wasn’t her fault, that she was raped by her uncle when she was young girl / woman; just as this baby dieing wasn’t her fault and that she gets to release the guilt & shame and alchemize it into power.
Yet she would often hold onto the beliefs of “I can’t do this, I do this wrong anyways, nothing of what I do is good enough even if people tell me how amazingly I do things”; never fully standing up to my grandfather out of fear of the masculine - though she attempted, not standing up for her desire to learn English and maybe work something else besides being a mother of 5 children washing, cleaning, cooking as when they were still in Poland she worked at a bank (which interestingly my father - her second born - ended up doing, even though he had way other plans & skills but not following his souls path; deeply rooted unconscious need to be seen and be validated by his mother / parents) showing clearly that she isn't "stupid" which was a long passed on family belief due to being farmers in Poland.
"Planet Earth is mirroring the unconscious human suffering through pollution. It's the human subconscious & energy fields that are polluted."
To conclude - when we zoom out and look at the macro cosmos of souls in the ethers, communicating and sometimes maneuvering us from the higher realms, already carrying somewhat an ego, it is us in this 3D-realm who need to set boundaries, claiming our inner healthy masculine energy to prioritize us & our physical well-being first - especially in times as now when there are so many humans on planet Earth and the planet is already suffering anyways, mirroring the unconscious human suffering.
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“The greatest burden on a child is the unlived life of a parent.”
I wrote about this before that there is always this underlying sense of “I did this FOR YOU” parents ‘hold against’ their children which causes children to not fully live their purpose as they feel they need to give something back which goes deep into cellular programming. And yes, one could say “then you shouldn’t have f*****” or better protected and I do agree with this AND with this we come to a whole other patriarchy topic of women taking hormones destroying their hormone & energy system flattening out their non-linear cycle and so on and so forth for often distractive & numbing pleasure. Anyways point is: “shit happens”, especially when there is energetic entanglements, vulnerability & seduction involved since we are still at the beginning stages of collectively alchemizing sexual / sacral energy, using it for healing & creativity instead of f***ery & procreation. Yet with that I stand firm for “If you belong to me, please come back later” especially to release the guilt of mothers / parents - though the bigger guilt is usually towards the female body for making it go through this procedure.
Beware: I’m NOT saying “f*** around and just go to the Doc & get it scrubbed out” (coming to what I always revert back to - listening to one’s own inner authority without emotional attachments; not making decisions based on fears e.g. of regret & high intensity emotions or doubts) - yet to be aware of how much DNA trash you may be passing on as well as your abilities to provide physically & in regards to care-taking, ability to solely give love and not expecting anything in return - e.g. there is a strong energy in Latin America still that’s like “I have children so they can take care of me when I’m old” or “My child will continue my business / the family traditions” or also in other cultures “maybe my child can help me heal”... and this needs to stop. At least for the most part. That does not say that children may not be natural helper to heal patterns & evolutionize if correctly recognized, yet I have the very strong standpoint that this is not what they are here for, nor the reason to have children AND especially not to bind a man to a woman / secure financial stability and same goes the other way around.
My personal opinion: To have children means to invite a being to planet earth that you are here to get to know as a parent. Not to teach. Not to show something (besides the child is interested & the child’s inner authority is in agreement with this!). You don’t know better as an adult, as a parent. To let the child SHOW YOU things that you forgot or never knew in the first place while supporting it to manage being on this planet and fulfill its life’s purpose, its uniquely own way of existence that may completely differ from yours, how you envisioned it or how you would desire it to be. Being completely open to the unknown of this being.
Also - and that’s a very spiritual perspective - after Twin Flames have met; it’s detrimental to have a child / children with someone else since that means the shared energy field didn’t set sufficient boundaries, got too swamped by other energies and then the shared bubble needs to deal with the energy field of another soul that is - yes again, it may sound hard - in between in the bubble, requesting to be supported while the soul halves have not yet established sufficient strength and boundaries within their shared bubble to properly support themselves and each other, not to say a third being.
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